jjay

Ok so I am an idiot. Last night I was hanging out with my friends and we started drinking. Around 10 or so we decide to go across the street to our over friends place. While there me and my friend Sean begin consuming whiskey. We both become extreamly....whats the expression, oh yeah fucked up. Now Sean has been pretty confortational all night and I'm not doin to well in the brains department either. So we begin making fun of some girl that was hanging out outside with us. Well she takes offence gets her boyfriend and he trys to fight us. I play peace maker and all is ok. Than half an hour later dudes friend wants to beat me up for what I have no idea. He ends up just talking smack and taking off somewhere else where he eventually gets beat up by some other drunks. So we are hanging out outside and Sean has been being an ass all night. He keeps arguing with people. He says something really stupid to me and I just snap. I punch him in the face but the thing is he is standing about 5 feet below me so i end up losing my balance and do a face plant on to the concrete. I blacked out for a few seconds and when I came to I was pretty fuckin dazed. Anyway the ambulance comes because I'm bleeding everywhere. They bandage me up ask all sorts of question and check for spine and head injuries. Than they want to take me to the ER. Well I deny it because it is expensive to ride in one of those and this broke bitch doesn't have insurance. They make me sign a waiver and say that I should go to the hospital. So this nice girl gives me a ride to the ER and I get stiched up. Woke up this morning hung over and fucked up. I look like someone hit me with a bat and than proceeded to take sandpaper to my skin.

Thing is I'm usually never violent. I think this is my 3rd time ever getting that angry where I just snap. I am usually the peace maker. I feel pretty shitty about the whole situation but me and Sean are cool I talked to him today and apologized. Karma came right back to me as soon as I popped him. I got by far the worst of it.

I think I'm gunna lay off the boozing for a while.

Do I feel like an ASS, or what.