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So I really need to get my shit together so I don't end up institutionalized again...
Yeah depression sucks donkey dick and I can't seem to shake it...
So I'm officially banned from SG events. Oh well. I dig this community a lot so it bothers me that I acted like a stoned, lonely asshole and upset people. I'm sorry for that. I'll try and...
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bort79:
Yeah I've pissed people off on here a few times but nothing bad has came from it. Yet anyway. Wow your journal sounds alot like me. Depressed, suicidal, and I have tried to kill myself.

Well have a good weekend!
bort79:
Truthfully I'm still depressed. Most of the time! But the worst I ever was is when I found out that my new wife of 6 months was cheating on me. I lost her and my step-son that I had raised since his birth for 2 1/2 years. I OD on drugs (presription and illegal). I was in the hospital for alittle while and in therapy. The only reason I keep going on is I've seen what almost killing myself did to my friends. What if I would of gone through with it. So I just think about the people I would hurt. Plus go out and have fun as much as possible! smile
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It's Sunday and I'm feeling depressed. I apologized again to the person who I think is still mad at me from SG. I am HIV postive and can't cum and therefore have a lot of sexual energy.I'm sorry that it comes out at innapropriate times and makes me seem like an asshole. I'm only a danger to myself and if I continue going like this...
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csilla:
aww hun, i hope you are ok. i hope you work it out with whoever. your not a danger to yourself. email me if you wanna talk kiss
fauxfoe39801:
http://www.MistressGoth.com/gallery.htm

lets move to the Uk biggrin biggrin biggrin biggrin biggrin cheer up only one month till the mega super special vanessa moves into her new apartment party which, as we all know is superly mega VIP only so that means only you, me, and the crookedone. biggrin biggrin i have the party hats all picked out biggrin and we'll make a HUGE deal out of it and piss everyone off and tell them what a great fucking time we had... sound like fun? ? ? biggrin

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WHo wants to go to Amsterdam with me as one last big party? ANyone. ARRR!!! robot puke blackeyed blush ooo aaa
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evil:
can we go for the world hemp cup?!
juliana:
ANYone?
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So I don't know what to say? Hmm. I don't know why people aren't checking out my SGboys set. I just want to know how I look naked. Brooklyn is boring and frustrating cause I can't get a job and my roommates suck.
I need friends, schoool, and a job. I think I'm going to go back for Social Work instead of teaching. I love...
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violenttortoise:
Hey thanks! Natalie is a great girl. And good luck rubbing elbows with the scitzos, they're good people, if you can get them to stop talking to the lamp next to them and actually be a little social.
lenore:
Come to Portland so we can hang out.
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I don't think we're going to do the off again on again relationship so I think we're through but I want to be her friend...check out my Sgboys set, she did a good job with the pics. ARRR!!!
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monica:
i'm going to school for geology cause i'm a nerd. i live in upstate ny (representin). but there is an SGNY party the 23rd that i'm coming down for. some SG girls are gonna be there. i know me, jaidee, and autumn are def going along with some other girls but i'm not sure who. are you in the SGNY group? thats where all the info on the party is. hope to see you there !
twwly:
biggrin
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So I'm at Vanessa's and we had a nice night getting back togeher...My new SGBoys set is up. It's called rambod because I was trying to write ramrod but spelled it wrong and then I forgot to put my name in. Haha. Check it out anyway. I like the way it came out. Word.
kayla_:
love do you mean it? because i'd really love to.
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So we're back from the great west and it was indeed great...I'm still tired and recovering though. Fuck I'm tired. Now I have to pack for Brooklyn and find a job and all that stuff. Bahhh...Anyone have any suggestions for me? How to I become an adult but still find a cool job or something? Shit...Thanks.
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fauxfoe39801:
your shit is downstairs. also, check and see if my traverlers checks are there, i need them back. thanks
zenosdog:
hey dude. back from a mildly long hiatus around here. just thought i'd drop by and shout. when lemarie and i get back, we should go terrorize brooklyn.
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Hey everyone. So Vanessa and I are leaving on Wednesday for San Fran and then going to Portland on the 20th-24th. If anyone wants to hang out then let us know. Either way we're both real excited. We're both fun, silly, and laid back. Just want people to show us around and shit...If I don't talk to you people then I'll talk to you when...
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mistersatan:
How long will you guys be in town for? If you're still here by Tuesday/Wednesday, there's stuff happening. In the meantime, go find a copy of the Stranger- it's a free weekly around Seattle. There's always shit to do in that rag.
fauxfoe39801:
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I'M OFFICIALLY SORRY AND WILL STOP PROPOSITIONING PEOPLE ONLINE...I THOUGHT PEOPLE WOULD JUST SAY NO AND MOVE ON BUT I GUESS I WAS WRONG...IIf people want to hang out with Vanessa and I and see that we're not assholes then feel free. If not then we'll have fun alone. NO big thang...P.S. THink I'm an asshole if you want but she is uber sweet.
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bracket:
word.
man,this sux.
my whole life style is sex ,lotta drugs &lots of punk 'n' roll tongue so fuck the world &lets get high smile smile
shrooms r good but acid is bad...it fuckt up ur brain. totaly. i hate it.
but i REALY like shrooms.
&threesomes....ALOT whatever
man,if u was in the u.s we would have party all danm nite long....
kiss
somekindofinsane:
holy shit what happened..
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Why am I awake is the question? I don't know..
I had a weird night. I got high with two 18 year olds who were supposed to get coke...I'm having second thoughts about coke. It seems to hard to get and I don't want to become a druggie or anything. We'll see...If Faux and I do it off some cute girl's ass then maybe...
I...
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gram:
the b3 hammond organ is the best part of that song.
oh,
and users are losers.
josh:
biggrin

Most of the bars card, if not all. And I don't know where to get drugs, I don't do any... but I'm sure someone around here knows the answer!

As far as bars, there's tons! If you stay at a hotel/motel downtown, you're in walking distance to a lot.