jimmysquirrel

well, i was in a relationship, which is why i was on here less and les... now said relationship is on the rocks, and it appears that the long inevitable relationship death is started... i hope not, but there it is...

it has been a while since i put up a new blog... and this dissapoints me... not too much, because life has been hectic, but i should make time for this, because it is something i like to do... but yeah, now that i have waxed sentimental, on to what has been going on...
first off, in regards to my UC... i might not have...
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a new week, a new day, another way, my own mind i stay... i don't know why i just wrote that, i just felt like rhyming
well, my medical issues are subsiding, though i still have me colonoscopy next week, but yeah, all good htings... ish... well, maybe not good things, but my head is getting back to it's correct spot, and the other problems...
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Medical problems

Alrighty, i am currently experiencing something that people with IBD refer to as a "flare"... what this means exactly(for those not interested in graphic descriptions, do not read further) is that right now my colon is jacked... pretty badly. I am having cramps, blood in my stool, random pains, having arthritic-like symptoms, urgent need to use the bathroom... think Diarrhea to the 10th...
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new post time... and i figured i would hit you guys with a bit of petry, and see how well it goes, i think it is good, but well, yeah, i am a bit biased...

don't need to jump to the moon.

Feet on the earth here will do.

Don't need to go nowhere to be happy bout nothin else

i am happy bein who...
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i know when i first came around, people were talking about "living life on life's terms"... and i don't know about you guys, but i had no clue what they meant for a decent amount of time. I mean, i was like, "i am alive, so i am living it, ya know?" I had no clue how true it is. Throughout my sobriety, i have...
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so like, i added a nude set thing... took me a few days of editing... let me just say that next time i am going to have a photographer... the quality will be so much better... as well as i need to start running a lot more... SuicideGirls

alright.... i am attempting to do something here that i have not done before..... but this is basically what i was like when i was floored with the bad news thursday....

It is a new day, and I am determined that Today will NOT be like Yesterday! It is a new fucking day for Christ sakes! And in the words of Winnie the Pooh...

A fish can't whistle,
And neither can I.
Ask me a riddle
And I'll reply
Coddleston, Coddleston, Coddleston Pie

Rum, Tum, Tiddle, Tum, Tum

Coddleston, Coddleston, Coddleston Pie
A fly can't bird...
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well, i have been doing the paperwork and all that need to since the docs came back with the result to keep me... and today i found out, since i have limitations on my service, that i have a 98% chance of being seperated anyway! this is a true statistic, these FUCKERS!!!!!!!!!! I thought my battle was over. I thought I had gone through the...
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alright, here is the thing, i think that guys should have a few pics of themselves up as well... i still gettin up the courage for a full nude to put up, but i thinkin that only a day or two away, so warning, dudes might not want to look at the pics i will be putting up on the blog here in the next...
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Tuesday - March 2 2007... a day in the history of James.
Today i was told that am going to be able to stay in the Navy... because of me picking myself back up, sobering up, and doing my best, the Navy has decided that they are not going to medically discharge me for my Ulcerative Colitis, they are letting me stay in even though...
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