Medical problems
Alrighty, i am currently experiencing something that people with IBD refer to as a "flare"... what this means exactly(for those not interested in graphic descriptions, do not read further) is that right now my colon is jacked... pretty badly. I am having cramps, blood in my stool, random pains, having arthritic-like symptoms, urgent need to use the bathroom... think Diarrhea to the 10th power... i am having to do my damndest to stay hydrated, and it is a challenge... and the cramps... well, at one point last night i was curled in a little ball, crying from the pain.
Now for the humiliating part... I am 25 years old, in pretty good shape, a pretty good personality(it could be better, but i like who i am), and in the past few days i have shit my pants...
Why the fuck man!?!?! What is the purpose of this humiliation?!?! I want to rail against the sky and yell, i don't want to hurt every single day of my life like this...
At least with Alcoholism, i can put that into arrest, one day at a time... over this i have no control, none whatsoever...
Alrighty, i am currently experiencing something that people with IBD refer to as a "flare"... what this means exactly(for those not interested in graphic descriptions, do not read further) is that right now my colon is jacked... pretty badly. I am having cramps, blood in my stool, random pains, having arthritic-like symptoms, urgent need to use the bathroom... think Diarrhea to the 10th power... i am having to do my damndest to stay hydrated, and it is a challenge... and the cramps... well, at one point last night i was curled in a little ball, crying from the pain.
Now for the humiliating part... I am 25 years old, in pretty good shape, a pretty good personality(it could be better, but i like who i am), and in the past few days i have shit my pants...
Why the fuck man!?!?! What is the purpose of this humiliation?!?! I want to rail against the sky and yell, i don't want to hurt every single day of my life like this...
At least with Alcoholism, i can put that into arrest, one day at a time... over this i have no control, none whatsoever...
I hope your flare up ends soon.