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I feel like I need to have an adventure
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tinplatedhero:
Already planning a couple of my own, Foxy.
juno106:
visit us in AZ? every day in this house is an adventure.
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Even though it's Thursday I just finished my first week at the new job. Ees good so far. Still too soon to see how the finances are going to work out, for better or poorer.

But it's still not the end of my week. Kept the weekend job so only off on Saturdays, ew 6 days, BUT during the week I get off at 5pm...
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nanette:
im glad to hear first week at new job went week.
fish always creeped me out with their bulgy eyes....you know the ones that look like their brains are all out???
ay! (faints)but i recently went to the aquarium and fell in love with seahorses...i want one....or 2 so it wont be lonely
dkoc:
awesome <3
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Really, this is just getting silly.
Can't sleep even though I was passing out on the couch.
Get into bed and my pulse keeps speeding along and my body shocking itself awake in minute anxiety bursts every few seconds.
Coincidentally I had an upset tummy anyway. In and out and in and out.
First I zombie walked around with no lights and crawled in and...
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grumpyoldbastard:
good morning, get some nice sleep love, and good luck on the new job kiss
nanette:
I recently started taking an herbal pill that helps to relax you. Taking 1 helps get me to bed and close my eyes, 2, a decent nights rest...3, it's the best sleep I've had. I don't use it everyday but when I'm at loss for sleep I'd take em. Truly made a difference. Hope your first day at work goes great.
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mutantbaby1:
You 2 make a cute couple smile
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juno106:
we always have sg and fb. ill be back to nys one day I am sure. I prob should have come out on thanksgiving.
juno106:
hugs always! eventually!
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Let's see, I'm due for an update.

I'm good! Apparantly the quitting smoking and cutting down caffiene and basically giving up smoking trees really fucked me up emotionally and played some severe hard ball with my anxiety/panic disorder.

In the last couple of weeks I've gotten a much better hand on it, avoided several meltdowns by basically making my body take the symptoms and not...
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baudot:
This sounds like all good news.
dkoc:
The biorb things are really cool. I was thinking of getting one for my desk.
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yesterday morning:

I've just had a full blown panic attack for about 9 hours. Actually I'm still pretty much having it mixed with no sleep. Those who know me know what these are like. I'm hurtin. Sam U El was there the whole time helping me through it. For people with disorders like mine this is what makes life hard and painful.


today:

Another sleepless...
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ginicolorful:
i dont have anxiety attacks.. my thing is explote with anyone if im angry!

Maybe you can do things that relaxes you.
baudot:
My panic attacks have become MUCH less frequent and MUCH milder since I started working out and put on a bit of muscle weight. Now that I'm not super-skinny but more or less fit, they've almost gone away entirely. Which is not to say that I don't still have stress, but it's not the full-blown panic attacks I used to experience.

For stress, the big thing that seems to cut the edge is eating, especially medium-slow burning carbs. Starches like potatoes, whole wheat bread, whatever. I know you've said your stomach is in knots, but in my experience, I just have to force through that and then everything gets better half an hour to an hour later. If it's really difficult, something sugary can give me a moment of calm to un-knot the stomach while being easier to get down. (i.e. sip a soda) But that needs to be followed with some real slow-burning calories after to make it stick, because sugar calories burn off too fast, especially when you're freaking out.

My theory is that many of my panic attacks were triggered by adrenaline release from hunger. This is natural: When you get hungry, your body wants you amped up to find food. Also, adrenaline mediates the body's self-digestion when there's not enough food to supply the energy you need to keep going. So for a couple reasons, hunger triggers adrenaline.

In the long term for preventing panic attacks, weight lifting has been great for me. Having a bit of muscle has done wonders for stabilizing my body chemistry and I can't recommend it highly enough.
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First day quitting smoking and I'm already really really hating it.
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jessikah:
I quit once for 5 years
nanette:
It sucks right now but you can do it!
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I need to switch to a job where my paycheck doesn't depend on how much I'm able to swindle people out of the money currently in their pocket.

I'm kind of a jack of all trades but have no formal training in any area that births certificates.

Know of any openings in nyc? Let me know.
lvl1boss:
wish I did! good luck gorgeous!
dkoc:
<3