jessikah

Think happy thought. Think happy thoughts. Think happy thoughts.

Sam is up with me this morning. Still cried. But maybe it's helped?

Seems my anger might be becoming just as much of an issue. I don't know where the anger has come from. Probably brought some of it here with me, but it seemed to had started with the meds and has stuck around. I'm not used to being this kind of angry. It feels constant sometimes.

And I think I forgot how to smile. Like smiling at nothing. Smiling because you just need to kind of smile. Smile from the inside kind of smile. Where's a carebear stare when you need one?

I haven't watched carebears in forever, maybe that's an idea.