i just want to lay there
motionless
emotionless
not possible
movement
or feeling
one is ineveitable
i'm going to quit
my ears are burning
i feel the moisture run down my cheeks
pull the blanket over my head
my hot breath fills the confines
i think i wouldn't mind dying
suffocating
i breath fresh air
you came in the room
i hate you
i want to be alone
why are you always trying to fix this?
let it be!
let ME be
go away
stop hugging me
don't kiss me
i want to be miserable
i love it when you hold me
quietly
don't push, just wait
wait for me
i say i don't want to talk
then i tell you
i can't explain
but i try
i just keep talking
my ears still on fire
my cheeks warming
i hit you
tantrum against you
you don't understand
but you hold me anyway
i love you
you are all i can rely on
motionless
emotionless
not possible
movement
or feeling
one is ineveitable
i'm going to quit
my ears are burning
i feel the moisture run down my cheeks
pull the blanket over my head
my hot breath fills the confines
i think i wouldn't mind dying
suffocating
i breath fresh air
you came in the room
i hate you
i want to be alone
why are you always trying to fix this?
let it be!
let ME be
go away
stop hugging me
don't kiss me
i want to be miserable
i love it when you hold me
quietly
don't push, just wait
wait for me
i say i don't want to talk
then i tell you
i can't explain
but i try
i just keep talking
my ears still on fire
my cheeks warming
i hit you
tantrum against you
you don't understand
but you hold me anyway
i love you
you are all i can rely on