jaybugg

I haven't drank on a work night in years. Yeah. It's that fucking lovely with me. And to hell with emo, I am simply in a circle of conflict ion and bitterness at the moment. Emo is for pussies.

I am drinking white label scotch. This stuff taste like assfuck, but it's all I have at the moment.

I do not believe in fate. But...
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making a fire is fun. unless you use too much tiki torch fuel on the wood (I ran out of kindling, and I was impatient) and damn near blow yourself up (I fell out of chair from flame wave)

Is it just my computer or does SG look rather....Weird?

I slept 17 hours straight, with no drugs or alcohol to help.. That..is just not..fucking normal....
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meep

Auf Wiedersehen


Your message caught me
Throwing the carnivore teeth away
If it's too far to see, heaven left yesterday
Sucking teeth against the void
Berets were left hollow
Tattoos hide the charlatan
Don't find me presumptuous
When I recall the memories of you
The howling bite suffers
Of the ones that lead me
And the horrors before the twitching
I won't be caught in...
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As I am sure many have read, Elsie Suicide has died.

I did not know her. But the fact that someone who many people liked and adored has passed, much like my dear friend clockworkvyv whom I talked to a few hours before she died, brought love to people, wearies me.

And as people as myself, somehow still linger in life, I give nothing in...
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*Funny Story EDIT* Okay in Iraq, it was very good to put gold bond powder on my nuts lest I get swamp balls, which is nasty and chaffs, and gold bond gives a nippy cool feeling called frosty balls....Okay so I am taking a shower, using a new Axe body wash called Shock, which to my surprise when washing my happy place, has SEA MINT...
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Luxury has a set in review. Go look, it's pretty fucking hot.


Debate tonight...
I suggest if you watch it, do what I am going to do.

Take a shower. you want to feel clean beforehand

Eat if you need to but not too much in case of puking

DRINK. Pick your poison, and suck it down like a whore on a cock

Watch.. And...
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Ever do something so stupid it's not funny? The kind of stupid that makes you want to hurt something?

I shot out 2000 for personal family things.

I paid ALL my bills this week, as well as bought food.

I just looked at my account and I have never been this broke since I joined the military Like LOW three digit amount in there..... I...
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Guttentaug fellow bi-pedal meatbags, I hope you are not unwell, and are still breathing regularly..Unless you are having really good sex, which I hope then you are breathing heavily.. Now onto my pointless written meandering.

I screwed up my tuition assistance application, so now I have to wait until frigging NOVEMBER for classes. I knew I should of done it sooner...ARGH.

I am still amazed...
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short and sweet

Mars Volta kicked ass, and I had the pleasure of meeting them, and getting to talk to Cedric for a bit, I even gave him a book of mine, and met a few cool people along the way.

I think I am going to make myself busy with things before I stab a knife in my ear.

my cellphone is now only...
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