jaybugg

Ever do something so stupid it's not funny? The kind of stupid that makes you want to hurt something?

I shot out 2000 for personal family things.

I paid ALL my bills this week, as well as bought food.

I just looked at my account and I have never been this broke since I joined the military Like LOW three digit amount in there..... I seriously need to learn to LOOK at my account more.

Thank god for my bonus this coming month... I am slapping part of that bad boy right into a holding CD. I am compulsive as fuck so I know I'd spend it slowly and surely.

I made yellow belt in Hap Ki Do.. Go me.

"Silence is a cowards way out...

"Scream to get their attention, then speak softly so you don't lose it."

I sit and I bide my time to see the turn of events with things and people lately. I am swiftly losing my ability to care, and more so I am toying with options that will give me a chance to go far away again, for a much longer time.

anywho, shower time. Peace