iwasagain

“I’ve flown through a mirror

Almost disappearing

I glow faintly

You know, this is nobody’s life

I saw the days I lost

Hiding behind tomorrow’s cost

Time going back”

Time Goes Back by John Frusciante, from Shadows Collide With People, 2004. It’s one of the most significant albums of my life, and one of six Frusciante released in that year. I’ve been listening tonight.

What...
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It’s 1am, no one is up, and I don’t have social media. Just gonna send a few thoughts into the ether.

My grandad is dying. It’s near the end now. He’s a very diminished man. It’s only natural but it’s sad. I’m pretty close with him and have been writing about him the last few months.

Last week, after 23 years of mental health issues,
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I have loved being more active on SG, it’s been amazing. I have got all sorts going on at the moment so I wanted to wish everyone well for the weekend and give a 😍❤️🖤 here to all the posts and sets that will go up - I hope to be back next week to ❤️ sets and posts.

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Also, as a writer who has just discovered Dune, I am in awe of this from Frank Herbert:

Litany Against Fear

I must not fear
Fear is the mind-killer
Fear is the little-death that brings total obliteration
I will face my fear
I will permit it to pass over me and through me
And when it has gone past I will turn the inner eye
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If anyone else struggles with depression, and doesn’t know what TF to do anymore, using incense, oils and wax melts has been the first new thing in several years to alleviate the depression I struggle with every day.
It’s a pure sensory experience that doesn’t require you to think.
Keep fighting 🖤💪

I love to chill. I need it to survive. I’ve just completed three years of Chillhop Seasonal Essentials with the Spring ‘23 collection - 12 sequential seasons. They seem to catch the vibes of each season so well. It’s 3am here, this in my headphones, coffee on the brew. The world doesn’t seem quite as bad. I highly recommend the series, released by Dutch label...
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I just want to say I'm sorry. I'm staring in horror at my screen thinking of all the times I could have sent a supportive message that would have brightened someone's day on here.

I don't know how I never realised that it's not ok to be on here and not comment. I am everything that's wrong with the world.

This year will be different....
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