ivan_ooze13

some lyrics from my music
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Dream (this is a test):

i floated up towards you
i mean if i was even there
your eyes they teared up
my heart it swelled up with fear
i took your hand in mine
and then we both walked away
from the burning wreckage
as if we didnt even care
put your gun to my temple
this is where i worship you
and all your pathetic movements
i dont know what else i should do
so i pull my hair out
of my bleeding scalp and then
tell you that i love you
to see you squirm in your skin
this is just a dream
i dont need you
this is just a dream
i wake up without you
this is just a dream
this is a just a test
this just a dream
and i dont need you



My Fetish, My Friend:

you've become the object of my sexual desires
my fetish, my friend you live to die
living with moments of insanity i let these monsters take the best of me
split me right down the middle
take both sides of my third eye
(gain some insight
so that i may) die
my fetish, my friend
you live to die

19yrs. :

the last time i saw you
you were caught in the rain
the next time i see you
youll be screaming in pain
retreat to your bedroom
visions of a cave
your mother will whisper
nothing will save you now
i was lost in your garden
i was saved in your eyes
took me 19 years but
the time has gone by
if nothing will save you
when will you compromise?
if your soul is forsaken
why wont you be mine?
dont make art for the state
dont make art for your soul
dont make art for anybody
dont make art at all

Sacred Lotus:

flower in the spiders web
withered, the sacred lotus
suck the life straight from my head
and i did it all on purpose
my martyr ways were fruitless
so i kissed the dragonfly
she bit me on the lip
and then she sucked me dry
drag your razor finger
from my cheek to my chin
i wont whimper
i wont care
cuz i did it all on purpose
just to see you cry
my martyr ways were fruitless
so i kissed the dragon fly

Truth:

I am lost and torn between
what i think is right for me
is my shell a waste of life?
i dont actually know
i hope to god i will soon find out
i know youre wrong and i figured it out
tell me the truth
i have not yet sold my soul
but you can have it
if you'd like
jump into the great unkown
and kiss me just for spite
you hate me
i already know
you need me
so i must go