GOD! I hate my landlord(s). They treat me like I am dirt. Okay...so I pick up their kids in exchange for part of the rent...unless it is summer...now I expect $12 AN HOUR...because the kids don't have school everyday...only until the 11th. They leave me a message like an hour and 45 minutes before the boy gets out of school....which I didn't get because I...
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7stringmetalking:
ummm wow ur in the bay area??? im still really unfimiliar with all the surrounding towns....ya i will bet its under ten bux...maybe just maybe I can see if i can get you on the guest list...if you tell me your name and shit...hope top see you there. I know you will definatley love the show if you go
allied:
Being alone isn't so bad. Just takes a little getting used to. Your friends, the good ones, will come around. Don't be scared to ask some of them for their support. And, there's always SG. 
So today I went to get my car serviced...blah blah...boring....
I bought 2 Discordance Axis Discs today!!!!!!!!!! (1&2 Perfect collections)YAYAYAYAYAY!!!
I also finally bought Ani Difranco's RENDER dvd...look forward to seeing it....heard good things......
I think I am doing pretty well with the break up (so far)....but that doesn't mean I don't need loving and support.
GIVE ME SOME LOVE
I have finally come to...
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I bought 2 Discordance Axis Discs today!!!!!!!!!! (1&2 Perfect collections)YAYAYAYAYAY!!!
I also finally bought Ani Difranco's RENDER dvd...look forward to seeing it....heard good things......
I think I am doing pretty well with the break up (so far)....but that doesn't mean I don't need loving and support.
GIVE ME SOME LOVE
I have finally come to...
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unique3:
you dont comment to me anymore. did I offend you?
and you're right.. you shouldnt "settle" you deserve better. I hope things get better for you!
and you're right.. you shouldnt "settle" you deserve better. I hope things get better for you!
unique3:
dont worry dear, I was just checking to make sure I hadent offended you in some way!
so sorry about the breakup..
*HUG* I hope things smooth out soon.
so sorry about the breakup..
*HUG* I hope things smooth out soon.
My day....
cleaned up my apartment
checked my mail and got a package from Speed_Metal
picked up the kids i watch from school & went to the library
picked up my mom's paycheck from the san mateo to be nice
made an appointment to take my car in to get it serviced
went to my grandmother's to walk her dogs since she had surgery and...
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cleaned up my apartment
checked my mail and got a package from Speed_Metal
picked up the kids i watch from school & went to the library
picked up my mom's paycheck from the san mateo to be nice
made an appointment to take my car in to get it serviced
went to my grandmother's to walk her dogs since she had surgery and...
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h34rt4gr4m:
sounds like a busy day. but its nice to get things done. it's even nicer to have a car to do those things in.
mschrista:
damn girl sounds like a busy day out on a cool cd and take a bath oh and light some candles
Went to see Primus last night and it was pretty awesome. We ran into one of polly's old friend's who used to hang out at my/her old apartment in mountain view sometimes. It was pretty cool because I hadn't seen him since she moved to Oregon.
Before the show I got my hair done.... Pictures below.....and i realize it doesn't look much different(cheesy- sorry.-...
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Before the show I got my hair done.... Pictures below.....and i realize it doesn't look much different(cheesy- sorry.-...
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emjmd:
Sounds like you had a good time. Nice to hear it. Like the pics, espicially the third one. You look great and like your happy. Keep your chin up. *hugs*
*hugs*
allied:
You look amazing! You definitely got your Primus on! Very cool.
You definitely got your Primus on! Very cool. Went to SFO last night....hung out with friends and got drunk. hmmm...what else...PRIMUS tomorrow!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ps- people are mean.
ps- people are mean.
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kosomot:
hope you had a good time at primus
jmax:
People are mean, but what would happen if everyone was nice all the time. I for one would not be able to handle it. I like being mean at times.
so, why are they mean?
so, why are they mean?
I wanted to let all of you know that I am sorry i have not been commenting much lately. I am a little bit distracted by my emotional turmoil lately. I still care about you deeply- even though you could all be a bunch of wierdos posing as people I would normally be friends with. 
hmmmm 
Anyways.... I am starting to get excited about Sunday....I...
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abracapocus:
I hope things atart looking up soon! maybe Primus can help out a bit
allied:
Hi baby, have fun at the Primus show. You're beautiful.
You're beautiful. ....that last entry was stupid......
....except i still give props to speed_metal for being so awesome.....
i am a complete basketcase right now.
i can't keep my mind in one place
i want to fucking die
i don't know if i can handle this
i really don't
it may not be worth it if i can't be stable
btw- I am not writing this because...
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....except i still give props to speed_metal for being so awesome.....
i am a complete basketcase right now.
i can't keep my mind in one place
i want to fucking die
i don't know if i can handle this
i really don't
it may not be worth it if i can't be stable
btw- I am not writing this because...
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erikawithak:
i dont think they would send you that e-mail if they weren't interested. those damn references.
aikaterine:
Thanks Are things going any better for you?
Are things going any better for you?doing the best i can....that is all i can do
dear lord i hate to be full of drama. but in this case i do not feel that it is-
i think that speed_metal is awesome for being such a great friend and a good guy the past few nights ......... seriously.....
instead of writing more of my emotional dribble...i will ask you some questions(etc).......
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dear lord i hate to be full of drama. but in this case i do not feel that it is-
i think that speed_metal is awesome for being such a great friend and a good guy the past few nights
......... seriously.....
instead of writing more of my emotional dribble...i will ask you some questions(etc).......
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earthbeard:
1. i don't watch tv, so who knows. did you see the german golf advert with the crazy green goblin that pops up, i liked that.
2. no good at this posting pic malarky, so i'll have to skip.
3. so many things. but they have to be there at the right time otherwise they pass me by, and don't make me feel alive? not sure really.
glad your happier.
2. no good at this posting pic malarky, so i'll have to skip.
3. so many things. but they have to be there at the right time otherwise they pass me by, and don't make me feel alive? not sure really.
glad your happier.
leena1:
1) ridiculous, you say? "i am loving it," that happens to be an anagram for the phrase: "ailing vomit."
2)
3) enjoying quiet outside time
2)
3) enjoying quiet outside time
Ok- well my life is a bit crazy...I'm partly happy and excited for a new chapter in my life....partly upset scared and worried I will not make it on my own...I am having trouble truly expressing myself in words lately. I'm not sure why. I will try my best to do so.
One thing I am really looking forward to is PRIMUS on SUNDAY at...
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abracapocus:
The opinion of someone you hardly know....yes, you need time away. Don't feel guilted into being with someone you know, in the end, isn't right for you. It's not fair to either of you. You have a lot to discover about yourself, and believe me, the discovery doesn't really ever end. I've seen you mention "hope it sticks" a few times, and from an outside point of view, this looks like you're trying to leave a little hole open to crawl back through...if you're gonna do it, then do it. Leave it behind. Change is scary. Leaving behind the familiar is scary and exciting. You need to be selfish and follow what's best for you
OK, and I am still working on many of the things you've mentioned - probably always will be.
I hope things will be better
You deserve it.
OK, and I am still working on many of the things you've mentioned - probably always will be.
I hope things will be better
You deserve it.
deathhippie:
don't worry it will all work out.
Don't worry, be happy and all that.
Don't worry, be happy and all that.
I am still sick.
and things are pretty wierd right now.
I broke up with the bf a few days ago and have been hesitant to say anything to anyone for a while because I was afraid it wouldn't stick. HOWEVER, i need to have more faith in myself. I have been through hell and back in my life and should not let some jerk...
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and things are pretty wierd right now.
I broke up with the bf a few days ago and have been hesitant to say anything to anyone for a while because I was afraid it wouldn't stick. HOWEVER, i need to have more faith in myself. I have been through hell and back in my life and should not let some jerk...
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the_gentleman:
Thanks for the B-day well wishes...Maybe later I'll show you my birthday suit? he he...later.
jmax:
i hope you get feeling better and that you find being single a blast. Yay for independence!!!