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Token, just less than annual blog post of minimal significance. Moved cross country westward, new job, new home, working on finding some genuinely interesting new friends (work in progress), re-subbed to the site, sad to see that Sophie's moved on but she's only as far as an email smile.
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Was precisely 29 years old when he posted this message.
purpoison:
happy birthday smile
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I just woke up from having a very curious dream. It makes me wish I recalled/realized dreams more often, even if the dream (as it is fleeting away from my memory) makes me a little sad.
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Speed_Metal is a captivating, intoxicating individual. Around Speed_Metal, birds suddenly appear, and choruses of angels sing hymns to Speed_Metal's bonny face. Sadly, unless Speed_Metal tells you more about Speed_Metal, this is all you'll ever know about Speed_Metal.


LoL, what the hell is this?

speed_metal:
Fixt?
itzlauren:
the new sg is very confusing to me. haha.
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I, Debaser

He who has, and will continue to break down & destroy everything of worth to his own existance.

There is nothing that will stop this droning tedium, and no one to save my thoughts. For they too will fail where all else have failed before.
sophie:
did you get the present?! i can't wait to hear if you like it!!!
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Wow, I knew there was a million reasons why I love her, but after a long overdue chance to say so, relief washes over me in wave after awesome wave. Lets see how long I can stay here.
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Did I say last 2 days? Make that last 2 weeks. I really wish I had the tools to deal with the understanding of what I can look to expect from life. I mean, sure, you come to understanding that this is how things are, and it's unlkely that that will change, but then something happens, and the full effect of the situation hits...
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I didn't go to work on the last two shifts I was scheduled for. The last few shifts I had been to I hadn't been able to focus on work very well anyway. I've been trying to talk to the only person I've never hasn't withdrawn themselves from me once I really open up to them, and I can't...
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sophie:
yes! you're still here! i hadn't heard from you in awhile and i was wondering if you still wanted your scarf. i took a break from knitting for most of february and march, but now i'm back at it and your scarf is halfway finished. if you still want it, it should be done in maybe two more weeks. you can save it for next winter, since i'm sure i've missed the cold season, even if you do live in canada!

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God, I'm so confused. Better or Worse? I don't recall a time where things seemed so blatently obvious that they would somehow certainly go one way or the other. Either way scares the hell out of me. I remember a time when being frightened was something I liked. But it doesn't seem that recent.
uns0uled:
things always seem far away to me... Cryptopsy.... hum... sounds like someone lives in quebec !! :p

anyway I,m happy I found you lol
uns0uled:
Well the maritimes are great ! Its pretty over there ... well depending on where exactly, but I find nova scotia and pei and cape breton really awesome..
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I'm on vacation after saturday for a week. It's kindof confusing, because I absolutely have to get away from work, 'cause it's stressing me out, but I'm really down on how I anticipate this week is going to go. I wish it were as simple as "go and do something (different)" but I think I'd just be hating everything out...
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annalee:
I wish I could answer that! It would be helpful to me to skull I hope you can try and have a good vacation though.
cannibal:
Maybe go to a terribly misanthropic black metal band and go completely wild. Second, there will be people around you that feel the same and you can share your thoughts with.