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I changed my alias to Honeybee--

It's my name origin. I also have one tattooed on my foot for that reason.

I applied to be an SG and I had wanted that to be my SG name. But then I decided not to pursue being an SG.

My boyfriend would leave me. And I love him too much for that. And yes, it is an absolute. He WOULD leave me. He doesn't even like that I regularly browse the site. He hates that I'm a member. He won't even look at photos if I pull them up to show him how beautiful some of the SGs are. Or if he does give a photo a glance, he will immediately say that it's disgusting.

He thinks it's porn.
It is.
But he thinks it's porn on the same level as a softcore video.
Or even a hardcore video.
There's no distinction, to him.

These "Christians", like him, who will have regular, raunchy, down and dirty pre-marital sex but are disgusted by tastefully-taken photos of girls on the web (girls who are much better-respected and adored than your average softcore actress) are a mystery to me. But I guess it's my own fault for falling for him.

I live in a world full of bigots.

I'm getting the pin-up on my leg colored in on March 5. I'm counting down the days. So excited. :]