Thanks so much for your comment, and the music info! Will check it out.
Its a similar situation for me, as I use my ability to make people laugh (big headed?) to try and fill a hole in myself. It seems to work, but makes the times when im alone even worse.
I know that feeling. I do the same, if I have the energy, as I enjoy making people laugh. But it exausts me at the same time, and the pleasure of making others happy for a brief time is short lived. I'm alone most of the time at the moment, so I can imagine you know what that's like.
After seeing the original version of this as a young child. I became traumatised and had to go to a therapist to help me talk again. I lost a portion of my childhood to that bloody video. But without it I... Read More
I'm really hoping this mega cold I've just come over all clammy with isn't massive retribution for leaving 'them' in the shit over the 'festive' period. But you're right, quitting is fun. I'd never done it before and I form habits easily. Ah well, it's a whole new year soon. And I'll be moving back North, where there are many more employers who've not heard the tell. Yet.
Has it really been more than a week since i last posted?
Yes. Yes it has.
What has happened in that week?
Well I got a cold which didnt stop me from going to work (sadly) but did result in me having a voice like the speaking clock guy.
Oh and all of my blood has seemingly been replaced by snot. Nice.
With it rapidly... Read More
Either that or a midget who will stand beside them holding signs that say such things as "I'd secertly like to see you naked." or "For God sake I just want to be friends so please don't try anything.".
You wanna know the worst thing?
That Lil Chris song is REALLY catchy.
The irony being a video about the effects of puberty accompanied by a song sung by someone who knows nothing of them.
Cool. Maybe you could teach me how not to be ambitious, I'm beginning to think life would be ten times more satisfying (and easier) if I didn't have all these silly hopes and dreams.
Really, my head is stuck in the clouds. I should just start reminding myself that I'm just a regular joe - well, the female version of that.
Im in a rather terrible mood. A combination of:
* Dental pain.
* Panic attacks (for no viable reason)
* The sheer calamity that is my lovelife.
are combining to make me most unhappy.
The dental pain i can just about cope with, but when it happens in a one-two punch with a panic attack at 3am. I tend to get... Read More
wouldn't have asked for receipt anyway. its like buying something expensive, you don't need a receipt coz you know its gonna be good.
i might take my ipod back though, i don't love that, its a cock.
As a till monkey myself I think the problem with old people is that theyre so damn confused with the modern world. I suppose if you think about it the technological advances in the past 5 years are greater than those throughout the majority of their lifetime.
Either they dont understand the technology at all or they expect it to work brilliantly like Logan's Run just because its 2006. I'm getting really tired of people putting their credit card into the Chip n Pin machine, only to remove it 2 seconds later because "its still saying please insert card"
I went to Ikea today.
I bought some items for my room that will make it look like the offices of a Police Chief in a 1980s cop film.
Silver blinds are the future.
Ikea makes me want to have enough money to equip a room.
I saw a double bed that had a ladder on it making it kinda bunk-esque. It was cool.
I... Read More
The picture I posted in the last blog was the front cover to the new Brand New album.
Brand New are my favouritist band!
The new album is the shizzle!
I have also just sorted out my audioscrobbler thing, fuck knows how i show you what im listening to.
Peace out Homies!
Asda and Woolworths both had the new Deftones album - maybe they'll have this too? Christ knows I'd rather just go into a shop and buy it rather than wait for Amazon to deliver the fucker, but there's no decent shops near me.
oh yes im cheeky tonight
