hello everyone out there in SG land.
I need to know how many of you are from the chicago-land area. because i'm in the process of re-locating for the summer. I need a change of scenery and a change pf pace (dont worry my job up there only goes till august...so i will be back, and we will be hanging out).
*le sigh*
i dunno, life just feels so BLAH, but then i look at everything i have going on, and its a wonder i dont shoot myself and get it over with. I'm so desensitized to things anymore...i just expect that everyone is full of shit and no one will do what the say they will...add to that, the feeling that if anything can go bad, it probably will, and moreover, usually does. So nothing, literally nothing phases me anymore.
which really seems to upset some people.
they want you to get all wrapped around the axle and fucking neurotic about some things.
i just dont care anymore.
people have hurt me too many times in the past and i've reacted and hurt people in the past...and now, i just dont give a shit.
i'm seeing someone who's the shit, because he'll sit around and discuss theoretical physics with me while eating a massive plate of salad and watching the world news. no one else has ever really gotten that about me, that i am smart, and i usually hid it because i didnt want people to think i was a know it all ridiculous snob who only associated with people who could keep up with me.
guess what.
i'm not a know it all snob, but its nice to have someone to talk about things with that understands why you have to read things like Emerson, or who owns an original print on the nature of the chemical bond by linus pauling and refers to it sometimes as "the bible".
i guess in my older age i'm becoming more and more cranky, more and more fed up, and louder. i dont think necessarily that these are bad things.
he bought me this shirt and i think its great. kudos to those who laugh.
if the image doesnt show up. it just says "i am living proof of the 2nd law of thermodynamics"
I need to know how many of you are from the chicago-land area. because i'm in the process of re-locating for the summer. I need a change of scenery and a change pf pace (dont worry my job up there only goes till august...so i will be back, and we will be hanging out).
*le sigh*
i dunno, life just feels so BLAH, but then i look at everything i have going on, and its a wonder i dont shoot myself and get it over with. I'm so desensitized to things anymore...i just expect that everyone is full of shit and no one will do what the say they will...add to that, the feeling that if anything can go bad, it probably will, and moreover, usually does. So nothing, literally nothing phases me anymore.
which really seems to upset some people.
they want you to get all wrapped around the axle and fucking neurotic about some things.
i just dont care anymore.
people have hurt me too many times in the past and i've reacted and hurt people in the past...and now, i just dont give a shit.
i'm seeing someone who's the shit, because he'll sit around and discuss theoretical physics with me while eating a massive plate of salad and watching the world news. no one else has ever really gotten that about me, that i am smart, and i usually hid it because i didnt want people to think i was a know it all ridiculous snob who only associated with people who could keep up with me.
guess what.
i'm not a know it all snob, but its nice to have someone to talk about things with that understands why you have to read things like Emerson, or who owns an original print on the nature of the chemical bond by linus pauling and refers to it sometimes as "the bible".
i guess in my older age i'm becoming more and more cranky, more and more fed up, and louder. i dont think necessarily that these are bad things.
he bought me this shirt and i think its great. kudos to those who laugh.
if the image doesnt show up. it just says "i am living proof of the 2nd law of thermodynamics"
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timber_:
ok cool! it's a deal. it's probably going to take me that long to unpack anyhow, LOL.
gayballs:
no kudos to me. i are dum