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abjabber:
Haha, thanks. I used sharpies. I like to draw a lot. 
atari:
Thank you so much 
Me and my dad went to the coast! We had to climb this 35% uphill deep sand dune to get to the ocean and it was pretty hard work. But the view was AMAZING!
It wasn't like any other p[lace i've seen, from where i was standing to the water alone was the size of a football field! Miles as far as the eye could...
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It wasn't like any other p[lace i've seen, from where i was standing to the water alone was the size of a football field! Miles as far as the eye could... Read More
not much to report, dad is in town which is great. I'll write a good blog when more stuff is going on, quiet and dull at the moment which at times is a good thing.
~panda
~panda
I had a very good dream last night. It was one of those clearly obvious dreams with very obvious representations of my real life that my subconcous told me what to do about in life.
It started out with this girl came into town and I was so obsessed with her. She didn't appreciate me for shit but I couldnt get over here. I bought...
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It started out with this girl came into town and I was so obsessed with her. She didn't appreciate me for shit but I couldnt get over here. I bought...
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spectre_:
Lol yeah you never know what someone will sound like at first. Haha yeah that's my worry, giving birth at a party lol.
I got my project done w00t! I needed help because the lab teacher and the tutor dont know shit and we did it on the first day of class. but the actual instructor helped me out and I'm waiting on his email even though the project is due in 6 hours haha fuck.
I helped my friend halowire with her project and fixed it and...
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I helped my friend halowire with her project and fixed it and...
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full moon yesterday. Usual effects, anger rage, dealing with slow people who can't help me and get me even more of a furious raging panda bear. Freaked out in class because the teachers and tutors are fucking useless. They are artists and in thier words"i'm not a techie" then the fucking teacher doesn't know what we did ON THE FIRST FUCKING DAY!! he gave me...
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feeling a bit better, pressure from school is over in a few days once i get this project done. I have a simple "futuristic living room" idea for my portfolio which once I learn 3ds max should be easy to create, i learned the noise modifier is GREAT for creating a shag carpet!
Pretty much all I wanted to say haha, sorry to worry you...
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Pretty much all I wanted to say haha, sorry to worry you...
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zombiebacon:
That was too darn cute.
so lonely and depressed. This town is full of drunks and stoners. School clubs are just giant cliques that are snobby assholes if you dont fit their type.
I wish something could change to make me happy...
*sad crying panda*
I wish something could change to make me happy...
*sad crying panda*
lauretta:
sometimes I hated school for the same reasons... sadly, I have the impression world gets even less friendly when it comes to workplaces >_<
however, I suggest good books: they can heal all the injuries, they can be the best friends somebody could have, they teach more than any possible class. oh, and libraries are attended by very attractive girls too...
however, I suggest good books: they can heal all the injuries, they can be the best friends somebody could have, they teach more than any possible class. oh, and libraries are attended by very attractive girls too...
Hey SG Land!
I feel like it's been forever since I've last updated. My classes are going well. I love my teachers. On a great note object oriented programming finally clicked in my head!!!
I've been experimenting with Maya and 3DS Max 3D software and I've tried Maya and I feel it isn't for me. 3DS Max seems more my style and I've downloaded some...
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I feel like it's been forever since I've last updated. My classes are going well. I love my teachers. On a great note object oriented programming finally clicked in my head!!!
I've been experimenting with Maya and 3DS Max 3D software and I've tried Maya and I feel it isn't for me. 3DS Max seems more my style and I've downloaded some...
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zombiebacon:
Sorry to hear that your new group of friends didn't work out. I think people are too worried about college being a big party. Finally out of their parents house and doing whatever they want. They might think they're having the time of their life right now, but later on they'll realize it was just time wasted.
I never went through that faze but I also had my daughter just before I turned 17. When I was about 23 I stared spending a lot of nights at the bar, working some nights there & just hanging out other nights, that lasted for about a year & then it was just sometimes here and there. I look back and see lots of time and money wasted. I could've been living life better. I could have a better life now. I haven't had a single drink in almost a year & it has been wonderful. You'll find the right people someday.
That's one of the reasons why children are so wonderful. I'm not surprised the best time you had was a walk with a child. My kids are wonderful. Even when they drive me crazy. I'm hoping to bring my kids to Chicago to C2E2. Just thinking about the looks on their faces when they see all the cosplayers makes me smile.
Love your hat & yes $1 for the beanie panda, you can't beat that!
Good luck with everything. I'll be looking forward to more updates
I never went through that faze but I also had my daughter just before I turned 17. When I was about 23 I stared spending a lot of nights at the bar, working some nights there & just hanging out other nights, that lasted for about a year & then it was just sometimes here and there. I look back and see lots of time and money wasted. I could've been living life better. I could have a better life now. I haven't had a single drink in almost a year & it has been wonderful. You'll find the right people someday.
That's one of the reasons why children are so wonderful. I'm not surprised the best time you had was a walk with a child. My kids are wonderful. Even when they drive me crazy. I'm hoping to bring my kids to Chicago to C2E2. Just thinking about the looks on their faces when they see all the cosplayers makes me smile.
Love your hat & yes $1 for the beanie panda, you can't beat that!
Good luck with everything. I'll be looking forward to more updates
I feel lost. I've got a lot of growing up to do, and I feel that this college scene is not the right place. This social scene is all about drinking, drugs, having sex, and is shit I grew out of when I was 17. The concept of adult relationships feels very bleak here. I'm lonely and don't fit in. I know who I am,...
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abjabber:
You will never stop growing and changing. Just embrace the journey and never compromise what you want or believe in. The older you get the easier it is to feel calm, at least that's how it was for me. I don't socialize much outside of SG because I also don't usually meet people I can tolerate on a daily basis. The bike riding sounds like an awesome idea and reminds me of the blog I just wrote about exercising. Good luck with the dance class and take care.