Feeling a bit better, taking more meds, I think it's part acid reflux part panic attacks. I talked with a person at the school about getting a job and we had a great enthusiastic talk about coding and computers and web development. I have a great idea for a portfolio piece and am talking with a great CIS instructor for help. I also sent the...
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pretty sure there is something far worse than acid reflux. the pain in my jaw,upper back, and sweating makes me think i have coronary heart disease. The med they gave me for acid reflux is destroying my bowels and i dont know if i can wait a until monday for the doctor....i'm quitting smoking as a first step, bought an e-cig. but i know i...
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abjabber:
Hang in there, quitting smoking is a great idea. Hopefully whatever is causing the symptoms can be treated. 
Good luck and take care. 
Good luck and take care. quick post will do video blog. got an A B and (somehow in fuck knows how a C to an A) in my classes! have a 2.87 GPA form a 2.4 need 2.9 to declare full major. went to ER because i thought i was having a heart attack-VERY BAD Acid Reflux disease. Seeing nutrionist on wednesday. Over wieght still sick, have stitches in my...
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abjabber:
Just focus on the positive and build from there. Negativity and bad circumstances never stop, just get better at not letting them make you feel defeated. Your grades sound good, better than mine would be haha. Take care. 
spectre_:
Thanks buddy! I'm sorry to hear about the ER trip My dad has bad acid reflux as well. I agree, focus on the positives and remember that most of life's problems, while hard, are only temporary and you can fight through it
My dad has bad acid reflux as well. I agree, focus on the positives and remember that most of life's problems, while hard, are only temporary and you can fight through it I've grown up a lot in the past few months. From where I've started, how I've grown up, my growing up as a young adult, and to culmination of where I am now. I've always brought my baggage with me throughout my life. Even in stating my accomplishments it brings along that baggage. By stating I'm sober for years, it brings that baggage of how...
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abjabber:
Nice! Sounds like it tickled a bit lmao. Thanks for the comment, take care.
spectre_:
My blood sugar is good Thank you!
Thank you!hey SG Land!
So I know I haven't blogged in 3 weeks, but it is actually a good thing. For the longest time, I have had issues in a lot of aspects of my life- be it mental emotional or physical. But now for the first time everything is quiet. the saying "no news is good news" truly applies to my life right now. i'm...
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So I know I haven't blogged in 3 weeks, but it is actually a good thing. For the longest time, I have had issues in a lot of aspects of my life- be it mental emotional or physical. But now for the first time everything is quiet. the saying "no news is good news" truly applies to my life right now. i'm...
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abjabber:
Haha, thanks. I used sharpies. I like to draw a lot.
atari:
Thank you so much
Me and my dad went to the coast! We had to climb this 35% uphill deep sand dune to get to the ocean and it was pretty hard work. But the view was AMAZING!
It wasn't like any other p[lace i've seen, from where i was standing to the water alone was the size of a football field! Miles as far as the eye could...
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It wasn't like any other p[lace i've seen, from where i was standing to the water alone was the size of a football field! Miles as far as the eye could... Read More
not much to report, dad is in town which is great. I'll write a good blog when more stuff is going on, quiet and dull at the moment which at times is a good thing.
~panda
~panda
I had a very good dream last night. It was one of those clearly obvious dreams with very obvious representations of my real life that my subconcous told me what to do about in life.
It started out with this girl came into town and I was so obsessed with her. She didn't appreciate me for shit but I couldnt get over here. I bought...
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It started out with this girl came into town and I was so obsessed with her. She didn't appreciate me for shit but I couldnt get over here. I bought...
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spectre_:
Lol yeah you never know what someone will sound like at first. Haha yeah that's my worry, giving birth at a party lol.
I got my project done w00t! I needed help because the lab teacher and the tutor dont know shit and we did it on the first day of class. but the actual instructor helped me out and I'm waiting on his email even though the project is due in 6 hours haha fuck.
I helped my friend halowire with her project and fixed it and...
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I helped my friend halowire with her project and fixed it and...
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full moon yesterday. Usual effects, anger rage, dealing with slow people who can't help me and get me even more of a furious raging panda bear. Freaked out in class because the teachers and tutors are fucking useless. They are artists and in thier words"i'm not a techie" then the fucking teacher doesn't know what we did ON THE FIRST FUCKING DAY!! he gave me...
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