Let's blog again! OK!
I appreciate the feedback! It's weird how instantly willing to comment people that you have never met are.
Anyway! I was deciding to be way too honest on here. I think I need a candidness outlet. I need an outlet in general. I have those lame friends who like to say "I'm sorry" or "Oh man that sucks" whenever you are trying to talk about things which may or may not bother you. For instance, I had this hilarious story recently where I almost got a DUI after seeing St. Vincent at the local pabst theatre. I don't know if I was really drunk I had a few but it was a long night, anyway I was driving without my lights on. But the story here is a story within a story because I'm telling my ol best friends about this like "pretty funny that I get off so easilly" because I guess I just have good luck or something, and the only responses are "that sucks man." I don't know why I attract friends who are nothing like me. I feel like I'm kind of a bitter ass who loves to push the envelope, but at the same time have a sense of humor. And these people...!
I had this crappy relationship awhile back where I was stuck dating this girl for about a year and a half because I was her first boyfriend and didn't know how to get out of it. Stupid homeschool girls who are ugly until they turn 18 and don't meet any boys because they are homeschooled. And she wouldn't fight about anything so I could never bring up truth. It's hard being honest with anyone when you grow up on AIM and talking to more important the significant others online. More important as in earlier in life so a better chance for emotional connection. I don't feel like I could be emotionally attached to anyone anymore unless they kind of make me love them. I feel awful for making people feel terrible when they are into me and I don't care about them, but strangely enough that just makes them like me more. So then it sucks even more to break up with them! Oh well.
Thought I would show off my girly side and communicate my emotions. Love this thing.
I appreciate the feedback! It's weird how instantly willing to comment people that you have never met are.
Anyway! I was deciding to be way too honest on here. I think I need a candidness outlet. I need an outlet in general. I have those lame friends who like to say "I'm sorry" or "Oh man that sucks" whenever you are trying to talk about things which may or may not bother you. For instance, I had this hilarious story recently where I almost got a DUI after seeing St. Vincent at the local pabst theatre. I don't know if I was really drunk I had a few but it was a long night, anyway I was driving without my lights on. But the story here is a story within a story because I'm telling my ol best friends about this like "pretty funny that I get off so easilly" because I guess I just have good luck or something, and the only responses are "that sucks man." I don't know why I attract friends who are nothing like me. I feel like I'm kind of a bitter ass who loves to push the envelope, but at the same time have a sense of humor. And these people...!
I had this crappy relationship awhile back where I was stuck dating this girl for about a year and a half because I was her first boyfriend and didn't know how to get out of it. Stupid homeschool girls who are ugly until they turn 18 and don't meet any boys because they are homeschooled. And she wouldn't fight about anything so I could never bring up truth. It's hard being honest with anyone when you grow up on AIM and talking to more important the significant others online. More important as in earlier in life so a better chance for emotional connection. I don't feel like I could be emotionally attached to anyone anymore unless they kind of make me love them. I feel awful for making people feel terrible when they are into me and I don't care about them, but strangely enough that just makes them like me more. So then it sucks even more to break up with them! Oh well.
Thought I would show off my girly side and communicate my emotions. Love this thing.
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yesenia:
hmmm, ive got leprechaun back to the hood, pillow book, garden state, amelie, a good year, and more... but they are all packed, and i cant remember the rest.
knitzy:
swoon first, then freak. that's what I did. 