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I'm contemplating whether to get started on my new tats or not....I know exactly what I want and placement of them(It's going to be junko mizuno theme) but I don't know if work will approve. It's wierd though because they didn't say a damn thing about my piercings (my other work is in area that is easily covered so they don't know about it). These...
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So I got a guinea piglet,at first it was decided that his name would be "Taft" after the president because that is who he looked like to me. The the other day it dawned on my husband and I that he has an even more uncanny resemblance to the great Reverend Al Sharpton. So, needless to say "Al" is the name that is going to...
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the past few weeks have really sucked but I guess it's all my fault anyhow. So I shouldn't be bitching. My husband hates me and I don't blame him and I wish he would be happy. But I don't think I can give that to him or anyone else. It just seems like no matter what I do or say I get ignored anyhow so...
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aelectric:
Happy Birthday to ya...
I hope for your birthday you give yourself a break from perfection cause nobody is...
I hope the year is so full of lots of the bright side smile
rumrunner:
IT'S NOT EASY BEING PERFECT
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I simply must get a new computer...I had trouble logging in here it was taking forever,but I know it's not suicidegirls it's just this fucktard comp I have. Been busy with work and all lately,I started taking work home with me again which I shouldn't really be doing because I'm not getting paid for it but I don't like having things unfinished and I hate...
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osoesoteric:
Happy Birthday fellow May 18ther... biggrin
wuvmonki:
Happy Birthday!!

loveooo aaa
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it's keester and the weather is cooperating rather nicely today. I took my dog out for a while so we both could get some energy out, it's weird though cause nobody was outside. Whenever the weather is decent here I take full advantage of it. Being from California I was so used to it always being nice out but when I moved here the weather...
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wofats:
Hope the week has kicked ass for ya. Really beautiful out today. Super windy, but I dig wind.

Have ya ever heard of a Japanese pop band by the name of Chappie?
killgannon:
weeble weeble weeble ARRR!!!
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okay so I decided to quit therapy. I am not too sure if it was a good idea or not. The thing that sucks is that it costs 100$ a week and after a while it just seemed like a waste of time. They threatened to readmit me back to the hospital because they thought my weight was getting too low again but I haven't...
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froggy:
i hear you. this place sucks. i wish i was back in l.a.... *clicking heels- tears in eyes*
rumrunner:
come with me and you'll be in a world of pure IMAGINATION!!!!!!
"we are the music makers and we are the dreamers of the dreams"
When ever I get down I just brack out some great films and get sweeped of in the story.And what better tale than one about a chocolate factory biggrin
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sonuvabitch,I am such a retard...I deleted my last entry by mistake. Haha,anyway it's probably because I am so freakin tired I keep going on these 3 and half mile hikes right after work mostly because I like how I feel DURING them but when I get home all I want to do is sleep. My husband thinks I am insane but I don't really give...
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rumrunner:
ha doll I was just floating through the site and came across ur profile and MEOWWWW love so fare u are the only one I have found that is a willy wonk fan it suprises me that at this site you would not see a ton off people that would put one of the greatest stories down as a favorite.
anyway u hang in there doll & remember we are all fucked up but when all the shadows start to close in on u just escape to ur IMAGINATION skull
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Today was boring as all fuck...although I did manage to get out of the house for a bit with my dog. Didn't go to work today,just therapy. I want to get started writing again because I miss it and I miss having the motivation to do so. That I know will come back soon,I can't wait until the EMDR therapy starts I'm kind of scared...
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jwgacy138:
i would suggest a bath and alcohal. if that doesn't work watch trainspotting again. that always reminds me of how good i've got it. ..unless you have a heroin addiction, then i'm sorry.


keep your head up! biggrin
speedphreak:
Awwww, who can resist posting in the journal of a pretty women wearig cat ears? Not me, that's for sure......

Just passing through, spreading the love........ smile
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Gawd I feel so much better. Went back to work for the first time since being out of the hospital and oddly enough I had fun. My husband thinks I am a total weirdo for liking work that much, but it's how I get my stress out. (I just hope the novelty of it doesn't wear off). I'm STILL bored out of my mind though...
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For some reason I decided to type here, but alas no one shall see it.

You know what would be a good idea for the site though, if there was a link to add a girl to your favorite girls thing in your profile from their page. Everytime I load the site there is a new favorite on the front, but Im really lazy and...
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Hi!! this is not Billy, it's me my name is Courtney. I had an eating disorder but I am doing much better now and I want to thank everyone who helped me out along the way. I know I am not the most important person in the world and I don't wish that I was either but I do wish the negative voices inside my head would stop telling me what to do with my life. I know that ultimately it's my decision, but it's so hard trying to recover from this. I have no friends right now but I am willing to make some if people would just accept me for who I am.
codemonkeym:
No me digas. eeek