illmaticdove

Wow.....I have internet.....yeah baby.....so I am able to check this shit more often. Surgery went well and I am now working two jobs...oh and I am saving to move to Chicago in about 9 months. I am leaving Ohio to go to somewhere colder in the winter time. Smart, huh?

I am not gone forever. I have finally got my own place and I can't afford to get internet so I can only come online when I am around a computer. I will not give up on being an SG member so I am keeping this shit going. I am working on getting the money saved to get the internet and I hope by the...
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I want to wish all you loves a Happy Fucking New Year....I hope this one is better than the last for everyone.

She turned away, what was she looking at?
She was a sour girl the day that she met me
Hey! What are you looking at?
She was a happy girl the day that she left me
She turned away what was she looking at?
She was a sour girl the day that she met me
Hey! What are you looking at?
She was a happy...
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How can I forget you,
Disregard how I feel,
Silently listen,
To the words I can't see.

As long as I have tried,
As low as I can be,
I will never resign myself,
From the trial I seek.

Why should I forgive you,
After all that I've seen,
Quietly whisper,
When my heart wants to scream.

For as long as I have tried,
And...
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I don't know what the hell is wrong with me.... i have not slept more than 2 to 3 hours with out waking up everynight for over a week. My sleeping aids are not even helping. And why the hell does it have to be the same flipping time every night. I need sleep before someone gets hurt.

Sorry guys been awhile since I could get on the computer. I log on and have four requests that pretty damn cool. My daughter's big birthday bash is this sunday. She turned 2 on Aug 4th but due to my fam never being in the state at the same time but all want to attend her birthday party we had to postpone it. I guess...
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Yeaahh... Nikki is coming back... I miss you girl.
Things to look forward to......
Bento night and hopefully Willy Wonka Night with Nikki
Kings Island trip...rollercoasters and water rides
Daughter's 2nd birthday...wow 2 years who would of thought
Late Aug going to San Fran for the first time

Hasnt been such a bad summer too far.....

Yeahhh Cedar Point with SG........Bring it baby!

I hope everyone going is going to be safe.

Nicole I miss ya girl and I wish you were going.

See ya there

On a positive note. Aesop Rock show was the shit. The simularity between Jofixx and Aesop is uncanny. I must say that I am looking forward to purchasing Jofixx new album it has been along time coming. Anybody that has not checked his shit needs to do so...NOW..Do it why you wasting time on the mic get your ass over to his journal click on...
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saved with the first meeting
unaware of what lay before us
as the day came to an end
it brought with it a restless
sleep
only to wake and be tormented
by the sight of you
longing to know your touch
taste, smell...
feelings with one meeting I questioned
why I settled for less
sat and listened to you talk of
others
wishing it was...
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Ok today is D-day for me and Sonet. Today a couple of years ago is the day that we didn't die. We were both stabbed by one of my family members. Sonet was stabbed twice and I was stabbed four times. It was not a pretty site by any means. We always celebrate this day due to the fact that we didn't die. Both of...
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