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I havent written here for a long time ... there has been alot that has gone on but im not going to get into to much ...

I will say I lost the love of my life last month

my fiancee pasted away from cancer on July 15th of this year ... devistation has since followed ...

holding on for dear life
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FUCK IT !!! who cares anymore
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cookiepuss:
Yeah it would have been nice to see you. I'll definitely let you know if I'm ever back in Maryland. I haven't been back even once since I moved over six years ago. Would be great to catch up and do photos.
vwwitch:
i would love to do more photos of u ... always love photographing u ... have u done any modeling for anyone out there ... would love to see some photos if u have ... maybe ill get out there sometime ... miss seeing u ...
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not sure if anyone really reads these blogs or not but here it goes ... today has not been a good day ... it really has nothing to do with valentines day cause i could really care less about it ... actually the last few days have been pretty bad ... i swear im in love with someone that wont say if they are in love with me ... all...
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sometimes i really wonder y i bother with anything ... life just doesnt ever seem to go the way id like or at least wont go the way its supposed to go ... i have never felt as lonely as i have this past year and as time goes on it just seems to get worse ... i really wish i knew what to do ... frown
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its really hard to sit home alone all the time ... no where to go ... nothing to do ... not sure what to do ... whats the saying ... sometimes i feel like im living on the edge of affectiveness ... yeah thats about right
cookiepuss:
Miss you.
<3
kraven:
Thank you sooo much for taking the time to check out my new set. The comment you left was very nice and I greatly appricaite it. I hope you have a great week. Stop by and say hello any time.
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been a while since i wrote anything in here ... been very busy working on my house ... its been a long project that i am a bit sick of but when finished will be worth it .. just very hard working all day then coming home and working some more ... takes alot out of u ... trying to keep motivated on it ... been doing fairly well lately ...

lots...
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tai:
Thank you for commenting on my set sir! biggrin

Is it foggy over there too today?
fudgebudge:
thanks for the lovely words about my photos smile
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looking around this room i can see photos i have taken .. beautiful woman on these walls ... they say that im a good photographer .. maybe ... but it has always been my opinion that u cant be a good photographer with out a good model ... maybe im wrong i dont know .. i really need to do more of it .. its what im the happiest doing so i...
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darkpassion:
hey there thanks for the comment on the set- im glad it was liked smile
deedee:
Thanks for the comment on my set!!

MUAH!!
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ok yes i have been lost from here for a good while ... my bad ... just been crazy busy with life in general and now have been put on my ass by a back injury ... always fun ... so ive been off work since july 25 with no end in sight ... so who knows ... started dating someone hot and heavy and out of no where she takes...
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well its been a while since ive written in here ... been kinda blah lately ... and working way to much ... i really need a new job .... but thats really nothing new ...

ive been seriously thinking about leaving this place and starting over somewhere else ... its really hard to pick up and leave where u grew up ... my friends r here that r really more like family...
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leighalta:
Thank you so much sweetie.. love love kiss
petitelunenoire:
Hey,

It had been a while since I came to Suicide Girls and I hadn't seen your comment. So thank you smile It's too bad U live on the other side of the ocean, would have been cool to do a photoset together...

About your entry, moving from your home is really hard, but in a way, it's the best thing you can do in your life. It helps you appreciate again this place you grew up in. Sometimes you need to be far away from something in order to realise how important it is for you.
Besides, if you want a new job, a new start, a new love, you should try this in a new place. You can always come back if you want to.

I'm wishing you all the best luck possible.
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hmmm ... welll something has changed not sure exactly what it is but something .... maybe its the fact that i didnt get the loan that has just pissed me off .... i dont know ... ive been working on the house every day this week ... and plan on keep working on it at least a little everyday .... its very exhausting but i need to do it ... i just...
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dangerousangel:
i belive the house will be awesome cause your so awesome yourself kiss
cookiepuss:
I got the package from you today!
Thank you so much. It really brought a smile to my face.