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Well, I think I'm gonig to have some friends over tonight... so look for drunken phone cam pics at like 3 or 4 in the morning.

Anyway. I'm almost single again, and it's starting to actually feel fucking good. Except for the no sex part. And the sleeping alone part. And the everything I do reminds me of you part. Dammit. But it does feel...
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alliedcries:
eh.. wish I knew that one.. i've been single for 5 years and never had that kinda relatioship where I would miss someone selling new to me.. or even sex... blah.. pitiful me :*(

;o)
tryphyna:
1) you definitely do NOT look like conan o'brien at all!
2) i don't know what great america is, and i hate cedar point.
3) hmm...great sex! great pot! a great bed!
4) a'ndrea.
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fuck:
um that was me tired as hell and drinking vodka...mmm fun. also that pic was taken at probably around 3 or 4 in morning and i had been up since 530am.
mistakesmade:
Our very own Vixen is up for this months Bizarre Beauty... she's in first by a small margin..... do your part and vote to keep her in first! Post this link in your journal or send it to friends to help!!

VOTE VIXEN!
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When I was a little kid, I used to catch my little brother with his hand in the cookie jar, sneaking a snack. I'd say to him "Did you just take that cookie?" and he'd reply, his mouth FULL of cookie "No." It's 20 years later and not a fucking thing about men has changed.

Now for my shameless plee for attention: Somebody make me...
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tryphyna:
oh, sorry. puke
psychobillyb:
yeha I've never seen such a wonderful loving relationship so full of hate, it brings a tear to my eye and warmth to my heart. you guys are perfect together.
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I know that two journals in one day is redundant, but I'm sitting in front of the damned computer at 10:30 on a friday night, nothing better to do with my life, then drink myself into a stupoor, alone. again. and try to get rid of fucking mites. and think about moving again in two weeks. and be depressed about working all holiday weekend.

New...
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blacklab:
~ In this world, it's seems the "haves" have more control than the "have-nots" so I'd rather have it all

+ when all else fails, bleach will kill anything

^ hope

$ In a second
paulnikon:
~ Wouldn't I have control if I had it all?
+ I don't know. But the thought makes me itch.
^ Please. No, that is the magic word.
$ Yes.
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Official bitching about life in general day.

I'm sick of clubs. This isn't high school anymore. The music I listen to and the clothes I wear are not the sole expression of me as a human being. How much pot I smoke or how many piercings I have are personal, and not some ticket into the "cool kids club." I'm not about to pay 150...
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ihatemylife:
actually... the real problem is the mites... but that is a little gross... so i didn't want to say anything.
ncrosanct:
stay away from a microscope is all I have to say haha
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I love this online journal thing...

Today was blah. I hate boys who think they can treat you like shit and you'll just sit there and take it. Only I do take it. So I deserve it. Is that how it works?

Official poll of the day:

!. What makes you chafe?
@. What should I do with my hair?
#. How much is too...
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howdidigethere:
sand paper
let it grow naturally
when you say "yeah thats too much"
sillent killers i tell ya
obee_one:
so, i am a nerd, but i am an engi-nerd, and i like it! RUBIK"S ROCKS!
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This was the first day off i've had with nothing to do and no where to go. So what did I do? I drank myself into oblivion last night... I have to remember that Vodka doesn't like me.

Question of the Day: What was your worst throw-up experience?
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ihatemylife:
no, i had three or four friends over... at least i had someone to hold my hair. their hangovers were worse though. that's the good thing about puking before you pass out.
randumb_thought:
some friendly advice: people will be more likely to know that you've responded to their comments if you do so in their journal, rather than your own.

i have a bad habit of getting completely snockered alone. the problem isn't that i don't WANT to have other people around, but rather that no one else has time to drink with me. it sucks.
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Well....

I'm officially psychotic. They say crazy girls have better sex, but I'm not getting any right now anyway. As long as I can keep lying to myself... it'll be all good.

Like yesterday, I stayed up until 2:30 am just freaking out about life, wanting to just die. Today I ran a 5K, hung out with a good friend, went horseback riding, and am...
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I really think this site is going to turn me into a lesbian... love
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vassago:
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"I'm sick of starting over too....."

It is unbearable. You are mroe than right.
Ive been looking over your journal.. you seem to be rare and sweet.
I feel, though a distance, that you do deserve better.
logoff:
It's Charlie isn't it? I think she does that for every woman.