i need to get out of this rut.
find a place. find a job. find something to do with my life other than going out to the same fucking bar with the same fucking people...
don't get me wrong. i love my bar. and i love my people. but they're as stuck as i am.
so today is a packing day. if today ever gets...
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find a place. find a job. find something to do with my life other than going out to the same fucking bar with the same fucking people...
don't get me wrong. i love my bar. and i love my people. but they're as stuck as i am.
so today is a packing day. if today ever gets...
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well i crapped out on the apartment... but for a good reason. it was just too much to pay, and though in my neurosis being able to move in immediately is a plus... there just weren't any other pluses to make the higher rent and less desirable location worth my while... plus the landlord stood me up yesterday and left some hispanic painter to show...
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ninjagrrl:
Hope the search goes well. We decided against one house because the landlady was creepy and had a stick up her ass. You don't want shitty landlords, period.
Luck in the hunt!
(^ ^) ng
Luck in the hunt!
(^ ^) ng
daem:
how do you befriend bartenders?
sucks bout the house though, but settling on where you have to spend your existance isnt something that i would recommend. I know too many people who have done it and then wasted a lot of their life money and energy to say fuck it and leave in the end.
sucks bout the house though, but settling on where you have to spend your existance isnt something that i would recommend. I know too many people who have done it and then wasted a lot of their life money and energy to say fuck it and leave in the end.
ok. i have an apartment. almost. gotta sign the lease tomorrow morn.
it's farther away from school than i wanted, more expensive than i wanted and so on and so forth. BUT. they are letting me move in saturday, which, coincidentally enough is the day i have to be out of the old place.
so.
now all i need is a job.
it's farther away from school than i wanted, more expensive than i wanted and so on and so forth. BUT. they are letting me move in saturday, which, coincidentally enough is the day i have to be out of the old place.
so.
now all i need is a job.
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daem:
congrats on the apartment.
i dont know wher to find shows in nola, and have no car, or else id be there every weekend.
and your musical tastes are amazing. CV richard hell and hank williams. amazing. simply amazing.
i dont know wher to find shows in nola, and have no car, or else id be there every weekend.
and your musical tastes are amazing. CV richard hell and hank williams. amazing. simply amazing.
freyja__:
good news!
glad to hear it.
i'm sure you'll have just as much luck with the job.
:>
glad to hear it.
i'm sure you'll have just as much luck with the job.
:>
well. apartment hunting starts anew today... i hate having to live uptown, it is so damned expensive. in comparison, that is.
but as long as i have room for my stereo and my desk... the only two real pieces of space-taking-up shit that i own... all will be well. my goal is to find a place under 400 that's not in the heart of the...
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but as long as i have room for my stereo and my desk... the only two real pieces of space-taking-up shit that i own... all will be well. my goal is to find a place under 400 that's not in the heart of the...
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robby_hellfire:
Good luck.......I hate moving......so much work to pack up your shit.
canapunker:
i hope you do better than i did! How hard can it be to find a half decent place that doesn't cost a trillion dollars a year???
Also, i just saw some of your work on your photo page... fuckin rad! i need something to put on my wall when i move in, so get me some info while the canadian dollar is still high!
Also, i just saw some of your work on your photo page... fuckin rad! i need something to put on my wall when i move in, so get me some info while the canadian dollar is still high!
my contractual obligations to my studies are over and done with for another four months...
so bollocks to the institutions of higher learning, ya'll!
and i had a pretty good final review with my proffesor... well, a lot of stuff got talked about regarding next year, and the direction my art needs to head/ where i want it to head, etc... so.
and thus, the...
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so bollocks to the institutions of higher learning, ya'll!
and i had a pretty good final review with my proffesor... well, a lot of stuff got talked about regarding next year, and the direction my art needs to head/ where i want it to head, etc... so.
and thus, the...
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kudra:
Yea......this is really bizarre. Out of all the ones from back then, he's really the only one I want to see. But it's still just wierd........arg
freyja__:
celebrate good times!
what are you going to do with yourself now?
what are you going to do with yourself now?
drinking helps to distract.
but, i keep telling myself, if you let it become a crutch (again, and again...) then you just doom yourself to whatever fate genetics, circumstance, and your pathetic self-control have laid out.
yet.
i can't say no to "one more" drink.
and drunken oblivion is far better than the reality i must wake up to.
and i mutter, bitterly, that god...
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but, i keep telling myself, if you let it become a crutch (again, and again...) then you just doom yourself to whatever fate genetics, circumstance, and your pathetic self-control have laid out.
yet.
i can't say no to "one more" drink.
and drunken oblivion is far better than the reality i must wake up to.
and i mutter, bitterly, that god...
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cookiepuss:
I do.
oy vey.
whatta life... whatta life...
my "significant other", with whom relations have been shaky at best and non-existant at worst, has told me he doesn't want my shit in his apartment, so who knows where it (or me, for that matter) is gonna go. i gotta be packed and out by saturday morn.
my ex is dating this flaky-fake "hippy" chick and wants me...
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whatta life... whatta life...
my "significant other", with whom relations have been shaky at best and non-existant at worst, has told me he doesn't want my shit in his apartment, so who knows where it (or me, for that matter) is gonna go. i gotta be packed and out by saturday morn.
my ex is dating this flaky-fake "hippy" chick and wants me...
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git:
love?
oh now, you and I both know these long-distance thangs never work out...
-Git-
oh now, you and I both know these long-distance thangs never work out...
-Git-
b4byl0n:
-likes the whole burning idea- start with him first.. heh
i haven't gotten laid in... longer than i can remember. for reasons i can't even start to try to remember. i hate relationships. the commited, long-term kind. that is. i am not cut out for it.
and i am as unhappy as i have ever been. and i want to leave.
but.
i lost my job. am getting kicked out of my apartment this weekend....
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and i am as unhappy as i have ever been. and i want to leave.
but.
i lost my job. am getting kicked out of my apartment this weekend....
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eachdawnidie:
i can definitely relate to those first 3 or 4 sentences.
...and to present misfortune as well.
god fucking damn it indeed.
...and to present misfortune as well.
god fucking damn it indeed.
cidean:
In re: i want to leave
Tell me about it; New Orleans is great to visit, now that I don't LIVE there anymore, but I skipped town over a year ago to travel the country far-and-wide and it's done me nothing but good! If you really want to escape NOLA I can give you a few pointers, if you really can't find a way out then maybe I can hook you up somehow, help you out as best I can. I'm in town until tomorrow morning (May 6th) and then I'm taking off for Alaska, but if you want to email me then maybe we can sort something out. Wish you the best!
Tell me about it; New Orleans is great to visit, now that I don't LIVE there anymore, but I skipped town over a year ago to travel the country far-and-wide and it's done me nothing but good! If you really want to escape NOLA I can give you a few pointers, if you really can't find a way out then maybe I can hook you up somehow, help you out as best I can. I'm in town until tomorrow morning (May 6th) and then I'm taking off for Alaska, but if you want to email me then maybe we can sort something out. Wish you the best!
so i am off to the bar.
i am feeling very... unpretty lately. the more i try the worse it is. so its jeans, t-shirts and boots for the rest of me days. *sigh*
so this week has been that.
and fighting with the other.
and losing my job.
and all confidence in myself as an artist being undermined and questioned, just because some board...
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i am feeling very... unpretty lately. the more i try the worse it is. so its jeans, t-shirts and boots for the rest of me days. *sigh*
so this week has been that.
and fighting with the other.
and losing my job.
and all confidence in myself as an artist being undermined and questioned, just because some board...
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well. going to clean up quasi-toxic waste now.
er. really...
er. really...
well well well.
had the worst day of my life in two years...
but it's over and i am so effin' (heh. i said "effin" instead of fucking. laaaame. ) tired of even thinking about it... i ain't gonna start. there. i said it- i am sick of complaining.
so.
then.
i have no job... (see above.) no money. no apartment. i don't even know...
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had the worst day of my life in two years...
but it's over and i am so effin' (heh. i said "effin" instead of fucking. laaaame.
) tired of even thinking about it... i ain't gonna start. there. i said it- i am sick of complaining.
so.
then.
i have no job... (see above.) no money. no apartment. i don't even know...
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my hands are raw from carving all day. taking a much-needed break from the studio... only 72 hours until my review. last night i resigned myself to the fact i was going to fall short. but something won't let me give up entirely...
i will always be screaming, at the last minute, into the storm, drowned out but too hysterical to notice that the words...
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i will always be screaming, at the last minute, into the storm, drowned out but too hysterical to notice that the words...
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glamerdork:
ouch
kudra:
I don't know that I would say I practice Vodou...I think it is the most pure religion and there are aspects of it that I incorporate into what I consider to be my religion. But I don't read much on it, I just go with the energy I get off of certain aspects. If I were going to subscribe to any organized religion fully, this would be it. I'm about to get the veve for the other Ezili tattoed over my heart shaped implant on my forearm
Hope your move/adventure/job search goes well.
So I know vodou is prevalant in New Orleans, but are there a lot of young people into it? My ex boyfriend used to work in the most well known shop......I forget the name of it, though...