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haha i wasn't drunk. I haven't drank since i found out i might be hepatitis postive. Well, really it's not being allowed to drink. All booze in the house was taken elsewhere pending the results.

Alas, back to the isms. I do know what it is like to have the ones who are supposed to be your brothers and sisters be completely fucking stupid and ruin a cause because they can't think beyond their own selfish wants. This is the reason why I can't claim any of the 3, but claim them all. There are so many brilliant ideas mixed in and its just fucking amazing to read and to hear the greats write and think aloud. I vary. I can't decide what i want, I war with myself about it. It's like at this momen...im an angel...It's like...PRAISE JESUS! (no im not drunk). I'm in a good mood. 2 days off.

theyll burn burn burn like they did to the anarchists and theyll burn burn burn like the history they stole from us, and one day patriotic thugs will give apologies for a miserably acted perfection

That didn't seem fake.
And thank you

Hey sweetie have fun tonight, drink some for me and dont get arrested.

Oh, I've deleted more journal entries than I've actually posted, for a whole host of reasons.

I've always kinda liked how you can edit what you say online, since I'm prone to saying all kinds of stupid shit in real life.

Have fun, kick some ass and be sure and let me know if I start getting on your nerves.

I'd kick you some buck to go have some fun, but I'm fresh out myself. Hope you find your friend in the quarter.

Nice quote. Im pretty sure its yours, cause it kicks ass.

does the pirate group thing exist? i just now saw the thread about it. missed it the first time.

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It seems like the only people who win those are older people who die 6 months after they get their money.

I liked that quite a bit........
and thanks for lighting the candle. That's incredibly nice of you; for real.
Hope some money falls out of the sky and into your pocket.

Patterns and cycles show up in damn near everything, you're right. From the mundane to the miraculous. Aside from that though, I can't help but wonder and sometimes dwell on the idea that no matter how impossible it seems to find a way out, to find a means to break down those walls, there is the potential for some simple atomic moment of realization, where all the walls and all the patterns simply fall of their own accord.
Blah, dont listen to me, my head isn't ever coming out of the clouds...hahah.
Have a good one you.

Remember to stay very hydrated, then you wont know the meaning of the word "hang-over"

-L.O.-

I know exactly what you mean about the type of people that are far too insistent about the metapysical, meeting and being around them sorta drains the thing, and can be overly annoying. Open mindedness definately does not concern itself with selectivity, you're right about that.

Damn, all that rain would depress me worse than i already am. sheesh.
Well, i hope you dont get flooded outa your basement.. that would really suck.

-L.O.-


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I know what yer goin through, Mr. Bill can suck a cock. It's been raining since last night. If that's not bad enough, Sid is afraid of thunder and lightning and refuses to go outside alone if he hears it, which means i gotta go out while he takes his sweeto old time shitting. Then we can't flush the toilets without flooding the toilet, so we use a bucket. New Hampshire we only had to deal with 3 to 5 months of ice, snow, cold, ect, ect. Now I gotta deal with 6 months of hurricanes, blistering heat, and whatever else is wrong with down here =D. Oh well, time to take Sid back out.

"Oh God said to Abraham, 'Kill me a son'
Abe says, 'Man, you must be puttin' me on'
God say, 'No.' Abe say, 'What?'
God say, 'You can do what you want Abe, but
The next time you see me comin' you better run'"

For some reason I'm really glad that you're feeling clever and great in a malicious way. Mind if I ride your evil mood coattails?

And I'd like to see a list of reasons why you've punched people in the face, not only because it'd be an entertaining read, but so I can know what to avoid doing or saying if at some point my face and your fists (with or without alcohol) wind up in the same geographic location.

So go kick some ass and borrow that damn digital camera already.

Hell yes. Glad to hear you feel like a million.
Once again, have to say I love your way with words.
Hope you feel just as good tomorrow.

Bob Dylan kicks ultimate ass in my book as well.

735 is where the one from the shimsham went.. it was actually cooler than i anticipated... the front room was 80's metal.. i heard iron maiden, and helloween as i meandered around there.. main room was 80's.. and upstairs was more industrogoth.. wasn't up there long, as it was empty, but i heard kmfdm while i was.. except for the bourbon street trash drifting in it has potential..

I like the way you use words

I'm sorry, i know how ya feel *hug*

I guess we are in sorta the same boat here. Well two boats acutally. This....one here... and you're awesome pirate boat. woohoo.
You are right about being constructive, it helps sometimes for sure. I should make a cool ass pirate ship in photoshop and post it in the group.

Hope stuff gets better 4 u.
anyway, take care huh.

-L.O.-




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so what bar? 'm nosy like that

heh.. if i ever make it out that way on a sunday, i'll drop by.. yeah that's something i'[ve noticed.. never was a bartender.. too antisocial to be nice to irritating drunks.. but as a barback, i got to see it all through what my bartenders have to deal with.. bartenders, especially women, tend to end up as surrogate mothers, objects of lust, and psychiatrists to all the wierdo's who enter thier establishment..

That's one of the most romantic songs ever. Especially since it captures the great and the horrible things about love. *sigh*

I'm glad to hear you're working, but sorry to hear you're feeling blue. If you need to vent or anything, you know how to reach me.

you gorgeous thing have been recently added to my buddy list..

Luv

Alx

you're adorable

I feel you on the sleep thing... except I feel i'm never really sleeping. I just need to sleep and would be happy with just a real good 8hrs. no dreaming or startled awake. Anyways, I love that you love chokin victim. That is some real hate music. I use to listen to that album everyday I lived in Vegas. I fuckin hated the place and the people. Sorry this is so long. good luck on work.

id like to sleep forever as well, save a few days though for some...kinda..somethin' fun.

I had a crazy artsy type dream about this site as well.
Had to do with photoshop and some kind of contest. i dont recall too much of it. I have trouble recalling dreams unless they suddenly awake me. I just had one actually. It's nine in the morning here and I wish I could go back to sleep for the same reasons you do.

Good day to ye Cap'n.