hunkpapa

I expire here in about a week. I haven't ruled out renewing, but I just don't know. There are reasons to stay, certainly, but I wonder if I would spend as much time here as I do if my life was less empty. And the fact that I am on here as often as I am just reinforces that it is so empty. And that just spoils the good parts about being here. If things were better, I could enjoy it more. But just between you and me, I think I've given up on that. All I really want anymore is some anaesthetic, and for things to go away.