howdidigethere

shut up just shut up you know i want you all to my self and i try my best to tell you how i feel and hope you feel it to. is it so bad that i want you all to myself? is it so bad that i got hurt cuz you want to be entertained by other people than me while talking to me? i want to feel improtant to you. i want to be the one and i want to feel your skin and not wake up with a bitter taste tomorrow but my bed is made and tomorrow i hope hope hope we can still cuddle make out talk and avoid looking around. will i still be the crush? will i still be on your list? youll still be on mine. if im not ill try like hell to pretend im fine.i sit here in a bind. whats its gonna be like tomorrow ? empty? i hope not. i hope you come back around. and ill start back from the ground. brick by brick build up bring it back or i could die from this heart attack. ill find jesus quick cuz i cant lose this one. this ones special. real special. if only i can avoid my great fear.