hotpockets

So, I went over to Ariel's last night. I usually don't like going over there because her dad makes me scared, but they're gone for a while, so I didn't have to worry about him. It was actually nice to hang out in her world for once--and also cuddle on a bed that isn't scraping the ceiling.

She was upset and frustrated at me for not 'being myself' and also not 'opening up and telling her about myself.' I guess I really don't see who my dad is and where I am born are that important to me right now. I guess they are, but right now, it's just another thing that's not on my mind.

So anyway, things got emotional really quickly and I really didn't know what to do about it.