hotpockets

What the fuck is happening?

Here is my carefully laid out plan for setting aside money for retirement and all that, and then I go and book flights to San Fransisco for a booty call next month. Jeez.

Well, whatever, I'm happy. I really am. There are things that I don't like particularly right now, but they're all getting sorted out.

I still feel quite alone in this big world. Maybe it'll get better, maybe not, we'll just have to see what happens when. I'm going to England for 10 days at the end of the month, hopefully while I am visiting family, eatting curry, fish 'n chips, and pub food my job will be decided by some very well-dressed Germans. "Oh, Hotpockets iss ze best candeedate for zees pozeeshun"

We'll see about that.

It's all very very surreal. I'm not sure if this is how it's all supposed to be going.

I might just be tired. I should go to sleep, I need to get up in just over 6 hours.