highresolution

i feel wierd.

This is going to be a reasonably matter of fact, general day to day update post. The zoloft and valium have taken away a lot of my writing ability, and my ability to orgasm, which the latter can be both a good and a bad thing in my case at the present time.

University has started, my favourite class at the moment is a history subject called Sex & Sexuality (surprise, surprise) about the social constructionism of western sexuality. It's pretty facinating, and sort of liberating when contrasted with other cultural contexts, and surprisingly full of really hot girls.

Work is good, but stressful, I find it harder to do basic work that harder work. Focusing on small tasks, slowing down, moderating the rapidness of my speech and trying to hold my shit together so I really don't look like I'm fucking loosing it on the outside.

Social paranoias and anxieties all again, I think it's just stress from the break up, new job, new city, new people, and not really having anyone constant in my life.

Breathe

Reminder to self: Drink less, valium and zoloft do not mix well with alcohol.

Getting there. Baby steps.