highresolution

I feel disinteresting.

At the same time, I'm trying to build a life and a value system that will exist beyond me every day.
I fail every fday.

Does thinking contantly count?
I know the action will come soon.

I'm just taking a rest I promise.

The deeper the sorrow the less tongue it hath. --The Talmud

I am in a stage of grief.

For my friend who just passed.

For my girlhood, who it seems I never had.

For her, who was lost amongst the men.

For my idealism, in which I swore I would never lose, but never realised it would erode silently and swiftly over time.

I want...
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It's been a long time since I joined this site.

Is anyone still around?

argh.

fingers crossed this time next week (or the week after), I might be in the states.

hawaii, la, miami, portland, boston....

anyone along that trail???

I don't know anything.

I feel lost as the moment. As if the carpet has been ripped from under my feet and I have to begin again.

I prayed for a new heart, and I got one for a while.

Godhelp me.

single again.

Where to? II don't want to stay in this city.

Melbourne, Sydney or Adelaide folks?

i-ron-ic
Show Spelled Pronunciation [ahy-ron-ik] Show IPA
adjective
1. containing or exemplifying irony: an ironic novel; an ironic remark.
2. ironical.
3. coincidental; unexpected: It was ironic that I was seated next to my ex-husband at the dinner.

For fucking real, I'm lecturing hookers, in a brothel, on how to be ladies.

Except they don't know I actually used to be a hooker, just...
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does anyone have twitter?

Big Weekend

The Streets - I never went to church (Guillemots Remix)

I never went to church, just get on with work, and sometime things will hurt, but it's hit me since you left us, thats it's so hard not to search. if you were still about, i'd ask you what I'm supposed to do now, I just get a bit scared every now and then, I...
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