Login
Forgot Password?

OR

Login with Google Login with Twitter Login with Facebook
  • Join
  • Profiles
  • Groups
  • SuicideGirls
  • Photos
  • Videos
  • Shop
Vital Stats

highresolution

Australia

Member Since 2005

Followers 156 Following 101

  • Everything
  • Photos
  • Video
  • Blogs
  • Groups
  • From Others

Monday Mar 05, 2007

Mar 5, 2007
0
  • Facebook
  • Tweet
  • Email
i feel wierd.

This is going to be a reasonably matter of fact, general day to day update post. The zoloft and valium have taken away a lot of my writing ability, and my ability to orgasm, which the latter can be both a good and a bad thing in my case at the present time.

University has started, my favourite class at the moment is a history subject called Sex & Sexuality (surprise, surprise) about the social constructionism of western sexuality. It's pretty facinating, and sort of liberating when contrasted with other cultural contexts, and surprisingly full of really hot girls.

Work is good, but stressful, I find it harder to do basic work that harder work. Focusing on small tasks, slowing down, moderating the rapidness of my speech and trying to hold my shit together so I really don't look like I'm fucking loosing it on the outside.

Social paranoias and anxieties all again, I think it's just stress from the break up, new job, new city, new people, and not really having anyone constant in my life.

Breathe

Reminder to self: Drink less, valium and zoloft do not mix well with alcohol.

Getting there. Baby steps.
VIEW 24 of 24 COMMENTS
reshizzle:
where are yooooooooooooou
hope you aRE havign fun?!!!
Mar 23, 2007
lily:
I have had extreme anxiety since I was a small child. I take benzos. too many most days and lately its been keeping me still, like nontransient because of this dependence, that and I would like to stay off the dope. I'm taking classes all summer. I suppose I will just distract myself from these boring people, but I so want to be near you. so you and your man broke up? You, know, sometimes when I think about my dream girl, she would have all the qualities that you have. You are like this gorgeous broken fascinating enchanting beautiful soul genius esoteric angel. You are an enchantress. I really love you.
Mar 26, 2007

More Blogs

  • 01.04.10
    9

    Monday Jan 04, 2010

    I feel disinteresting. At the same time, I'm trying to build a lif…
  • 11.29.09
    8

    Monday Nov 30, 2009

    The deeper the sorrow the less tongue it hath. --The Talmud I am i…
  • 11.18.09
    8

    Thursday Nov 19, 2009

    It's been a long time since I joined this site. Is anyone still ar…
  • 09.18.09
    9

    Saturday Sep 19, 2009

    argh. fingers crossed this time next week (or the week after), I m…
  • 08.14.09
    6

    Friday Aug 14, 2009

    I don't know anything. I feel lost as the moment. As if the carpet…
  • 06.11.09
    14

    Thursday Jun 11, 2009

    single again. Where to? II don't want to stay in this city. Melbou…
  • 03.31.09
    8

    Wednesday Apr 01, 2009

    i-ron-ic Show Spelled Pronunciation [ahy-ron-ik] Show IPA adjective 1…
  • 03.16.09
    10

    Tuesday Mar 17, 2009

    does anyone have twitter?
  • 11.04.07
    6

    Sunday Nov 04, 2007

    Big Weekend
  • 03.27.07
    12

    Tuesday Mar 27, 2007

    The Streets - I never went to church (Guillemots Remix) I never w…

We at SuicideGirls have been celebrating alternative pin-up girls for:

23
years
9
months
12
days
  • 5,509,826 fans
  • 41,393 fans
  • 10,327,617 followers
  • 4,593 SuicideGirls
  • 1,119,175 followers
  • 14,923,195 photos
  • 321,315 followers
  • 61,400,046 comments
  • Join
  • Profiles
  • Groups
  • Photos
  • Videos
  • Shop
  • Help
  • About
  • Press
  • LIVE

Legal/Tos | DMCA | Privacy Policy | 18 U.S.C. 2257 Record-Keeping Requirements Compliance Statement | Contact Us | Vendo Payment Support
©SuicideGirls 2001-2025

Press enter to search
Fast Hi-res

Click here to join & see it all...

Crop your photo