welp, time for a new blog.
im sure you all wont mind lol
externship is still going well. i made more pastry cream today than i ever thought i would make in a day. i used 320 ounces of milk. lol thats right. 2.5 gallons. (and 12.5 pounds of sugar.. 20 ounces corn starch.. 60 ounces egg yolk.. 13.5 table spoons of vanilla extract. my hand was hurting so bad..well.. hand, arm, shoulder... from stirring/whisking so fucking long... ugh...)
so, i got done there at 3pm, and got on the road to head back to my Masters home, which i am calling home as well until mid december. i am very very much enjoying being here. to relax i hopped into the hot tub for a bit. it was nice. im still cooling off heheh.
W/we are having another one of the weekly "rope socials" tonight, as well as a hike on saturday and then another social saturday night. He has a shoot on sunday but says i can stick around and either help or participate heheh.
i still have marks on my leg from my whipping tuesday last week. wow... im surprised they have stuck around that long... ive enjoyed them very much heheh.
last night i got a very intense flogging. i had a reaction i was not expecting in the very least. it actually brought tears to my eyes. i am not a cryer. not by any means. i felt so super relaxed after though. you guys might hear "tears" and be like... omg
but no worries. i wanted it. needed it.
the first thing i remember my Master saying was when He sat down on the couch next to my outstretched arms. He sat there for a moment and just listened and watched me. i then looked up at Him. just looked. a moment later He said in a very gentle voice "come here girl, I've got you where I want you" and held his arms out. it was very nice to curl up in His arms. very nice indeed.
i have also very much enjoyed waking up next to Him in the morning. *sigh*
i enjoy greeting Him with a cold beer in hand when He returns home from work.
helping get things ready for whatever He has planned for the evening (for instance, tonight i will be plating up stuffs to munch on for our guests =])
i will shower when i am done with this. get myself ready for tonight (yes, i dress up for Him heheh) and then i will start prepping goodies, so there is time to relax when He gets home as opposed to scramble to get things ready.
a fun little story from yesterday. Master had me meet him at trader joes to pick up things for dinner and tonight.
He was thinking about what else to get and said "I.. no We are getting short on cheese" He apparently very much enjoyed the look on my face when i heard "we" heheh =]
a few minutes later, once over by the dairy stuffs, He pulled me to Him, grabbed my hair, and just held me. it was lovely heheh. i opened my eyes and saw this woman, probably mid to late 20s, looking at U/us. she was staring, then saw me look at her, and looked away quickly, but the thing is, she THEN looked back again. the look on her face was like a deer caught in the headlights. W/we had a good laugh about it after, as Master saw her as well. i wonder what thoughts were going through her head.. i know what thoughts would have been going through mine this time last year if i saw something like that... *smirk*
i think thats all for now. i hope everyone is doing well =]
im sorry i dont really get on here much. its a pain in the ass replying to stuff from my ipod/ipad -though the ipad really isnt TOOOOO bad.. just annoying. my computer has been on the fritz for over a week now. i have my external HD and .. hopefully.. tomorrow will back up everything, update my ipad/ipad... and then take this POS to the computer place.. for hopefully, the last fucking time.
i still have a case with apple, and its still the exact same problem as before.
justfuckingfixit!
much love to all!
oh! its also nice, when someone is annoying me on FetLife, i can tell them to speak to my Master. He has told a couple people off for me, as they simply wouldnt listen to me. lol
He seems to get a kick out of telling people what they can or cannot do/say to me. heheh
life is good.
im sure you all wont mind lol
externship is still going well. i made more pastry cream today than i ever thought i would make in a day. i used 320 ounces of milk. lol thats right. 2.5 gallons. (and 12.5 pounds of sugar.. 20 ounces corn starch.. 60 ounces egg yolk.. 13.5 table spoons of vanilla extract. my hand was hurting so bad..well.. hand, arm, shoulder... from stirring/whisking so fucking long... ugh...)
so, i got done there at 3pm, and got on the road to head back to my Masters home, which i am calling home as well until mid december. i am very very much enjoying being here. to relax i hopped into the hot tub for a bit. it was nice. im still cooling off heheh.
W/we are having another one of the weekly "rope socials" tonight, as well as a hike on saturday and then another social saturday night. He has a shoot on sunday but says i can stick around and either help or participate heheh.
i still have marks on my leg from my whipping tuesday last week. wow... im surprised they have stuck around that long... ive enjoyed them very much heheh.
last night i got a very intense flogging. i had a reaction i was not expecting in the very least. it actually brought tears to my eyes. i am not a cryer. not by any means. i felt so super relaxed after though. you guys might hear "tears" and be like... omg
but no worries. i wanted it. needed it.
the first thing i remember my Master saying was when He sat down on the couch next to my outstretched arms. He sat there for a moment and just listened and watched me. i then looked up at Him. just looked. a moment later He said in a very gentle voice "come here girl, I've got you where I want you" and held his arms out. it was very nice to curl up in His arms. very nice indeed.
i have also very much enjoyed waking up next to Him in the morning. *sigh*
i enjoy greeting Him with a cold beer in hand when He returns home from work.
helping get things ready for whatever He has planned for the evening (for instance, tonight i will be plating up stuffs to munch on for our guests =])
i will shower when i am done with this. get myself ready for tonight (yes, i dress up for Him heheh) and then i will start prepping goodies, so there is time to relax when He gets home as opposed to scramble to get things ready.
a fun little story from yesterday. Master had me meet him at trader joes to pick up things for dinner and tonight.
He was thinking about what else to get and said "I.. no We are getting short on cheese" He apparently very much enjoyed the look on my face when i heard "we" heheh =]
a few minutes later, once over by the dairy stuffs, He pulled me to Him, grabbed my hair, and just held me. it was lovely heheh. i opened my eyes and saw this woman, probably mid to late 20s, looking at U/us. she was staring, then saw me look at her, and looked away quickly, but the thing is, she THEN looked back again. the look on her face was like a deer caught in the headlights. W/we had a good laugh about it after, as Master saw her as well. i wonder what thoughts were going through her head.. i know what thoughts would have been going through mine this time last year if i saw something like that... *smirk*
i think thats all for now. i hope everyone is doing well =]
im sorry i dont really get on here much. its a pain in the ass replying to stuff from my ipod/ipad -though the ipad really isnt TOOOOO bad.. just annoying. my computer has been on the fritz for over a week now. i have my external HD and .. hopefully.. tomorrow will back up everything, update my ipad/ipad... and then take this POS to the computer place.. for hopefully, the last fucking time.
i still have a case with apple, and its still the exact same problem as before.
justfuckingfixit!
much love to all!
oh! its also nice, when someone is annoying me on FetLife, i can tell them to speak to my Master. He has told a couple people off for me, as they simply wouldnt listen to me. lol
He seems to get a kick out of telling people what they can or cannot do/say to me. heheh
life is good.
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but turns out now i sort of have plans. well. i have food at least
Yes, it is too much work.