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Thursday Nov 03, 2011

Nov 3, 2011
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well you guys.

i cannot believe it, but culinary school is OVER.

i cannot believe how fast it all went.. and it was sad saying "goodbye" and "see you at graduation" to my classmates today. we were like a family, even though a couple of them i had only known 6 weeks..

frown

i got an A in my last class. should i get an A for the next 6 weeks (externship) i will be graduating with a 3.8+ gpa.

not too bad. i got 2 B's overall.

will be going camping in the santa cruz mountains this weekend. Master and i head there tomorrow evening. i am looking forward to it.

today i had this pain in my back again. its one ive had for a number of years now. it doesnt happen often but it hurts. bad.

many of you should know now that i have a very high tolerance for pain. it made me nauseous. it was that bad. it only lasted a few seconds.

i cannot move, all i seem to be able to do is cringe and pull a face, i was in my car when it happened, which is where it almost always seems to happen. something about the motion of leaning forward slightly to put my car into park.. seems to do it.

*sigh*

im in a very odd mood.

i am very happy
i am very sad
i am proud of myself
i am proud of my classmates
i am missing my dad VERY much today.
i am excited to spend the weekend with my Master
i am anxious to start my externship on monday
i am stressed
i am grateful for the people in my life


*sigh*

im on the verge of tears, and im not sure if they are good tears or bad tears, or both.
VIEW 6 of 6 COMMENTS
jacksalt:
Congrats on graduation, and have a great weekend. smile
Nov 4, 2011
hypnokitten:
So much congratulations, you totally rock! I can't wait to see where you go from here with all this and if you ever start up a place where you get to make your own stuff I'll drive all night to try it out! (And pimp it out like nobody's business afterward!)
Nov 5, 2011

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