always brought up to believe that if you're honest, nice, sensitive, and kind, someone out there will l*ve you.
I do believe that to be a lie.
you know, I'm really hating this being single. what makes it worse was someone over the summer telling me things like "I l*ve you" and "I don't want us to ever grow apart" to not even acknowledging that...
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I do believe that to be a lie.
you know, I'm really hating this being single. what makes it worse was someone over the summer telling me things like "I l*ve you" and "I don't want us to ever grow apart" to not even acknowledging that...
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its_weaselle:
i'm sure you're not that funny lookin my dear. sounds like that chick gave you some really mixed messages there. not cool. i always tell myself that sooner or later something has to give.......... 
in hopes that it will. i'll let ya know if it actually ever works. 
i'm sure you're not that funny lookin my dear. sounds like that chick gave you some really mixed messages there. not cool. i always tell myself that sooner or later something has to give.......... in hopes that it will. i'll let ya know if it actually ever works. ever get that feeling that, while everyone tells you that you'll find someone, you won't?
I'm 29. in the last 4 1/2 years, no one has been interested. great to watch some guy who looks like Uncle Fester and has no respect for women (and is a total idiot) find relationships. and me being single.
for life.
fun times, huh?
I'm 29. in the last 4 1/2 years, no one has been interested. great to watch some guy who looks like Uncle Fester and has no respect for women (and is a total idiot) find relationships. and me being single.
for life.
fun times, huh?
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its_weaselle:
ohio, huh? lol!!! and that was the only thing? hahahaha, thats really sad and pathetic for ohio........ 
hellstorm:
let me tell you how bad it is for Ohio. literally, all there seems to be there are inbreds, corn fields, and construction zones, punctuated by sporadic pockets of civilization like Cleveland, Columbus, Dayton, and Cincinnati!
scary!
I much prefer New York State myself!
scary!
I much prefer New York State myself!
bleck, having one of those days and those moods where things just suck. bored out of my mind. want people to talk to. and no one to talk to.
been hating the fact that I'm single for a long time now. unfortunately, I've pretty much given up hope for dating as well. I know people who have said that all I need is some confidence....
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been hating the fact that I'm single for a long time now. unfortunately, I've pretty much given up hope for dating as well. I know people who have said that all I need is some confidence....
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so this weekend was kind of the "birthday weekend" for me.
Friday Spring Break started where I work. got up at 6 AM (UGH!) and watched as the kiddies left. helped clean the office until about 12:30 when the Associate Director sent me home. came back, took a good 2 to 2 1/2 hour nap (did I mention waking up at 6 AM? after falling...
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Friday Spring Break started where I work. got up at 6 AM (UGH!) and watched as the kiddies left. helped clean the office until about 12:30 when the Associate Director sent me home. came back, took a good 2 to 2 1/2 hour nap (did I mention waking up at 6 AM? after falling...
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wow, I actually got birthday wishes! thank you all who wished me a happy birthday!
by my clock, its after midnight, so now its the 12th. but birthday wishes still appreciated!
even got some new people on my friend's list! I will post, if I have anything to say!
thank you one and all!
by my clock, its after midnight, so now its the 12th. but birthday wishes still appreciated!
even got some new people on my friend's list! I will post, if I have anything to say!
thank you one and all!
29 today, oh the joys.
spending it working and with the professional staff.
could be worse, last year was just work!
gotta love my life!
wouldn't be nice for a shout out from one of my fav's? 'specially the ones with black hair?
one could only wish and hope!
spending it working and with the professional staff.
could be worse, last year was just work!
gotta love my life!
wouldn't be nice for a shout out from one of my fav's? 'specially the ones with black hair?
one could only wish and hope!
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its_weaselle:
happy birthday! 
its_weaselle:
welcome to my friend's list! now dont be shy! 
so today at work, going through one of my notepads to take notes, and I find a note.
you see, the girl that I kind dated over the summer, the one that kind of screwed me up some (the entire being told "I never did and will never, ever want a relationship with you." kind of hurts when the entire summer she's saying how she...
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you see, the girl that I kind dated over the summer, the one that kind of screwed me up some (the entire being told "I never did and will never, ever want a relationship with you." kind of hurts when the entire summer she's saying how she...
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Lies I was always told growing up:
1. you can accomplish anything if you work hard enough. sorry, some things you just can't do. I would love to fly, but I can't. I want a family, but no matter how hard I work at that, it won't happen unless I somehow find someone who actually will settle for me.
2. if you're a good person,...
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1. you can accomplish anything if you work hard enough. sorry, some things you just can't do. I would love to fly, but I can't. I want a family, but no matter how hard I work at that, it won't happen unless I somehow find someone who actually will settle for me.
2. if you're a good person,...
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something I forgot to warn people about I guess.....when I write, its my way of getting feelings out.
you see, growing up, if I was upset, I was told the preverbial "it's okay, don't cry" or "what are you crying about? its not that bad!" or "dont' be upset, why are you upset?". stuff like that. the basic message of "I don't want to see...
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you see, growing up, if I was upset, I was told the preverbial "it's okay, don't cry" or "what are you crying about? its not that bad!" or "dont' be upset, why are you upset?". stuff like that. the basic message of "I don't want to see...
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apathy, a wonderful thing. give up on hopes and dreams that you will never achieve.
fill the empty void of your life with work and more work, so no one will notice how pitiful your existance is.
a wonderful way to live. life has f*cked me over with giving me impossible hopes and dreams, things I can not achieve.
so time to pay life back...
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fill the empty void of your life with work and more work, so no one will notice how pitiful your existance is.
a wonderful way to live. life has f*cked me over with giving me impossible hopes and dreams, things I can not achieve.
so time to pay life back...
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