so today at work, going through one of my notepads to take notes, and I find a note.
you see, the girl that I kind dated over the summer, the one that kind of screwed me up some (the entire being told "I never did and will never, ever want a relationship with you." kind of hurts when the entire summer she's saying how she does) would leave me notes at random places. this was one of them. the phrase "I L*ve You" (okay, the entire word, sorry, eradicating that "L" word from my vocabulary).
what a way to bring up old hurts and wounds and make you feel kind of crappy, huh? another reminder of what made you happy that it seems you can never have!
oh well, here's me, going to be 29 in 9 days. never dated on my birthday really (a few times the relationship was just starting)....and starting to think I never will.
major bummers. another year gone by. how many more in this cosmic joke called life? knowing my luck, many many more!
you see, the girl that I kind dated over the summer, the one that kind of screwed me up some (the entire being told "I never did and will never, ever want a relationship with you." kind of hurts when the entire summer she's saying how she does) would leave me notes at random places. this was one of them. the phrase "I L*ve You" (okay, the entire word, sorry, eradicating that "L" word from my vocabulary).
what a way to bring up old hurts and wounds and make you feel kind of crappy, huh? another reminder of what made you happy that it seems you can never have!
oh well, here's me, going to be 29 in 9 days. never dated on my birthday really (a few times the relationship was just starting)....and starting to think I never will.
major bummers. another year gone by. how many more in this cosmic joke called life? knowing my luck, many many more!