so it's 12:45 AM, and I have to get up in less than 6 hours for an orientation that goes for about 7 1/2 hours or so! yay! tomorrow starts my new career direction as a school counselor, when I start Graduate School. its been an interesting year....in the past year, I've done or went through:
1. being in a house when someone died.
2. thought I found someone to l*ve me....then having them turn around and now ignore me (and block me on IM). and tell me they never did.
3. sudden suicide of my uncle. and all that stuff. including my mom (perhaps unknowingly) tell me not to feel.
4. a bunch of fires on the campus I worked at.
5. sexual assaults (confirmed) on the campus I worked at.
6. a younger sister telling the family she's getting married to a little batard I have no respect for....and no one is invited.
7. giving up (again) on feelings, emotions, and any hope of ever finding someone (doomed to be single, and feelings and emotions just hurt!)
8. getting screwed over by UHaul in moving.
9. my mom telling me she's seperating from my step-father after I graduate.
10. broke a tooth. that sucked!
11. met some cool people on this site! just look at my friend's list! they all requested me. sorry, I don't request friendship. I've always found that when I ask for something, it ends up biting me later on!
12. got booted from a group....would still like to know why. but I won't. oh well....have fun. I look at it through Adlerian Psychology!
so now hopefully when things are said and done, and I'm done with grad school, life will look up for me. at least I won't live at my job. and hopefully not have to live paycheck to paycheck. but we'll see.
was hoping for a relationship....but why bother hoping for something not meant to be? as life has taught me. people say "With that kind of attitude, you'll never find someone." remember, I REACT to life. so the attitude came with what life gave me.
sorry, should have put up a warning, I tend to not be so happy late at night. don't ask why. since I'm nocturnal naturally. but its true.
well, that's it. let's hope they have Mt. Dew for me tomorrow!
1. being in a house when someone died.
2. thought I found someone to l*ve me....then having them turn around and now ignore me (and block me on IM). and tell me they never did.
3. sudden suicide of my uncle. and all that stuff. including my mom (perhaps unknowingly) tell me not to feel.
4. a bunch of fires on the campus I worked at.
5. sexual assaults (confirmed) on the campus I worked at.
6. a younger sister telling the family she's getting married to a little batard I have no respect for....and no one is invited.
7. giving up (again) on feelings, emotions, and any hope of ever finding someone (doomed to be single, and feelings and emotions just hurt!)
8. getting screwed over by UHaul in moving.
9. my mom telling me she's seperating from my step-father after I graduate.
10. broke a tooth. that sucked!
11. met some cool people on this site! just look at my friend's list! they all requested me. sorry, I don't request friendship. I've always found that when I ask for something, it ends up biting me later on!
12. got booted from a group....would still like to know why. but I won't. oh well....have fun. I look at it through Adlerian Psychology!
so now hopefully when things are said and done, and I'm done with grad school, life will look up for me. at least I won't live at my job. and hopefully not have to live paycheck to paycheck. but we'll see.
was hoping for a relationship....but why bother hoping for something not meant to be? as life has taught me. people say "With that kind of attitude, you'll never find someone." remember, I REACT to life. so the attitude came with what life gave me.
sorry, should have put up a warning, I tend to not be so happy late at night. don't ask why. since I'm nocturnal naturally. but its true.
well, that's it. let's hope they have Mt. Dew for me tomorrow!
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school in a week, Monday the 29th... well actually Tuesday the 30th because i don't have any classes on Monday