the joys of today....Christmas 2004....
28 years ago my dad left (yes, my first Christmas)
starting to totally give up on dating and feelings and any hopes of a relationship with someone!
still feeling like a social freak that no one will love
and still kind of dealing with the suicide of my uncle....although I'm getting good at hiding it!
and missing friends who I no longer talk to!
Happy Holidays all!
28 years ago my dad left (yes, my first Christmas)
starting to totally give up on dating and feelings and any hopes of a relationship with someone!
still feeling like a social freak that no one will love
and still kind of dealing with the suicide of my uncle....although I'm getting good at hiding it!
and missing friends who I no longer talk to!
Happy Holidays all!
hello_kitten:
Harsh. Makes it even worse when everyone is expected to be so happy at Christmas. It's the best time of year to realise how fucked up everything is.
