hellstorm

the other day (Friday), I had this weird dream. here goes:

seems that my first real girlfriend, Samantha, tracked me down. she wanted to get back together with me. she went through a recent divorce, and missed me, or soemthing like that.

she was making a major play for me. my response was "Well, I'm thinking about it, but if we get back together, things will be a lot different than they were."

she was kind of domineering, and, well, since I was young and somewhat smitten (aka, high school), I went along with her nature. I tend to deal with things by being somewhat passive. kind of.

now, the odd parts:

1. in the dream, Samantha had aged, I guess to what she would look like now.
2. I have not had contact with her since around 1995.

so, I offer this up to everyone here....what do you think it means?

well, time to get back to writing my paper on Substance Abuse in schools....focusing on Diversity and Critical Issues (drug testing in schools and funding).

and I did some sit-ups on Thursday....my abs still hurt today! I went to do some more today (I've been working way too much the past few days....basically life has been working and sleeping) and it hurt too much to do any sit-ups....what's up with that?