well, I found out what my IPM's ended up being for the day. I brought them up to 11 or so, so that's a good thing! I improved my IPM's with a little advice, in about 1/2 the time as well (in fact, I think less than 1/2 the time). so next time should be even better!
and a weird dream last night:
(back story):
in December of 2004 my uncle suddenly and quite unexpectedly committed suicide. I haven't really grieved or anything. when I finally broke down and cried, my cousin found me (I was in my room). however, my mom then came down and more or less shut me down with lines like "You have to be strong tomorrow for Patrice" and "You can't let her see you like this" and stuff like this. as my cousin's wife said "What the f*ck? Let him be!" or something along those lines. but, well, my mom gets her ideas and that's all she'll think about.
so the dream:
I was talking with the tattoo artist who I have been to, Tommy. or, as Motorhead calls him, "Tattoo Tommy". I have a plan for him to do a tattoo in rememberance. he said something that got to me regarding this and I blew up at him. big time.
and then things just kind of hit me, and I broke down BIG TIME. sobbing, crying, the whole bit.
that's what I remembered of the dream...especially breaking down.
anyone have ideas as to what this could mean?
thanks!
and a weird dream last night:
(back story):
in December of 2004 my uncle suddenly and quite unexpectedly committed suicide. I haven't really grieved or anything. when I finally broke down and cried, my cousin found me (I was in my room). however, my mom then came down and more or less shut me down with lines like "You have to be strong tomorrow for Patrice" and "You can't let her see you like this" and stuff like this. as my cousin's wife said "What the f*ck? Let him be!" or something along those lines. but, well, my mom gets her ideas and that's all she'll think about.
so the dream:
I was talking with the tattoo artist who I have been to, Tommy. or, as Motorhead calls him, "Tattoo Tommy". I have a plan for him to do a tattoo in rememberance. he said something that got to me regarding this and I blew up at him. big time.
and then things just kind of hit me, and I broke down BIG TIME. sobbing, crying, the whole bit.
that's what I remembered of the dream...especially breaking down.
anyone have ideas as to what this could mean?
thanks!
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i plucked up the courage and spoke to kate and she's quite happy with it being called jenny. i like the mirror image idea though and may get kate her own angel.
take care.