well, the break is here. Sunday was the day of sorely needing sleep. I made the mistake of doing laundry and playing Halo Saturday night. needless to say, I got to sleep around midnight. which in itself doesn't sound bad. except I had to wake up the next day to work at 7:30 AM (and its a 20 minute drive or so to work!). so that sucked! 7:30 AM, and 8 hours of pushing carts. made for a tired boy here!
got home, did some stuff, relaxed and ate. my knees were killing, so that made life oh so joyously fun. went to Pizza Hut (the past few times, there has been a waitress who remembers us). the waitress who we normally see was not there....that sucked! she's cute and all!
so now, I have nothing until Thursday night. I do have to get some work done....like folding laundry and projects. oh how I love projects. really I do....NOT! but I do have to do what I have to do.
still kind of bummed on how the counseling went with my client. did some stuff I wanted to. started the ball rolling. but, alas, that is it. however, thankfully, it is only pass/fail, so that's good. and no more than 20% of my grade. considering I'm one of the few that talk in class, and I try to add stuff, that works. plus I did fairly well (B+) on my one paper (40%). so I have one more paper to do, a personal reflection paper. this one should be good!
Warning, not so happy part:
outside of that, not too much else. kind of remembered this morning while waking up....its been 5 1/2 years since I got dumped. closing in on 6 years with no hope in sight. kind of depressing in some ways. the one thing I've really wanted in life was a family/child of my own. and I think my time is running out fast (I'm 30) with no hope for that in sight. for some odd reason, I have this feeling I won't live much past 45 (no idea why, since my family has lived past that), and I don't want a child who loses their parent at such a young age. so comes the question, what is a man to do when their only life goal they do not see being able to accomplish? anyone?
back to somewhat happy parts:
so also kind of weird, I have a feeling I have more "friends" on this site then I do in real life. in fact, in the Rochester area where I live, I really don't have any friends. they have either moved away (to another location) or moved on (and are no longer in contact with me). while I do admit, I do chat with people I work with, its kind of hard being "friends" with someone in High School and you're 30! at least to me it is.
and my mom and step-father are still fighting about money. he views her as lesser because she doesn't make "enough". he claims to not be able to pay things or money is tight. odd, he doesn't mind $150 or so a week spending cash (just for his pocket, he pays his bills otherwise). and his sister and mother did not work. odd, odd, odd. weird family, though, that's for sure!
oh the joys I call life. and your life?
got home, did some stuff, relaxed and ate. my knees were killing, so that made life oh so joyously fun. went to Pizza Hut (the past few times, there has been a waitress who remembers us). the waitress who we normally see was not there....that sucked! she's cute and all!
so now, I have nothing until Thursday night. I do have to get some work done....like folding laundry and projects. oh how I love projects. really I do....NOT! but I do have to do what I have to do.
still kind of bummed on how the counseling went with my client. did some stuff I wanted to. started the ball rolling. but, alas, that is it. however, thankfully, it is only pass/fail, so that's good. and no more than 20% of my grade. considering I'm one of the few that talk in class, and I try to add stuff, that works. plus I did fairly well (B+) on my one paper (40%). so I have one more paper to do, a personal reflection paper. this one should be good!
Warning, not so happy part:
outside of that, not too much else. kind of remembered this morning while waking up....its been 5 1/2 years since I got dumped. closing in on 6 years with no hope in sight. kind of depressing in some ways. the one thing I've really wanted in life was a family/child of my own. and I think my time is running out fast (I'm 30) with no hope for that in sight. for some odd reason, I have this feeling I won't live much past 45 (no idea why, since my family has lived past that), and I don't want a child who loses their parent at such a young age. so comes the question, what is a man to do when their only life goal they do not see being able to accomplish? anyone?
back to somewhat happy parts:
so also kind of weird, I have a feeling I have more "friends" on this site then I do in real life. in fact, in the Rochester area where I live, I really don't have any friends. they have either moved away (to another location) or moved on (and are no longer in contact with me). while I do admit, I do chat with people I work with, its kind of hard being "friends" with someone in High School and you're 30! at least to me it is.
and my mom and step-father are still fighting about money. he views her as lesser because she doesn't make "enough". he claims to not be able to pay things or money is tight. odd, he doesn't mind $150 or so a week spending cash (just for his pocket, he pays his bills otherwise). and his sister and mother did not work. odd, odd, odd. weird family, though, that's for sure!
oh the joys I call life. and your life?
My Dad had me when he was fifty years old... I'm his firstborn (and only) child... you have plenty of time! he even got a hot younger lady to marry him (my mom)... be patient!
I don't have many friends either... I have some acquantances that don't count as friends, theres always several randoms trying to get down my pants, and my only two female friends are both over fifty and single... Hmmmm. I think I became a work a holic to fill this void... but, now that I've met people that I would like to get to know better, I don';t have any free time to do so. Oh well...