Usually when I laugh it’s under my breath. Sort of windless chuckles. Can you imagine if the whole audience at a comedy show laughed like me? It would be like telling jokes to a hundred sea lions 🤦🏻♂️
I’ve been single now for nearly four years and I don’t mind the single life.
Society seems to place so much weight on what it is to be single for a long time (or indeed at all), people seem to think there’s something wrong with you, like you’re damaged goods.
They sometimes might go further than that.
If you’re single that must mean you’re unlovable....
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To love, Ah! To love lively and conspicuously; to assert your flavours over the lime tree. All the colours of a kaleidoscope mingling before your own concept of paradise.
Love is a stranger. Love is a crassness in many unique volumes of delight and delusion. One mustn’t love muted; love mustn’t be feigned. Love ought to be viewed as a celebration, daily — moronically giving...
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I’m worried that if I start having a mentality of self improvement I’ll get totally obsessed and end up thinking to myself “I’ll be happy if I can do this...” and end up feeling inadequate all the time.
But at the same time, life is constantly changing and it’s part of being human to adapt to change.
I think it’s just a case of mentality,...
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Not only am I learning to draw stuff, I’m learning to cook!
Here’s the shepherds pie I made tonight. Needed more black pepper...
Latest arts. An open bible drawn from a Van Gogh painting and a vase and apple. Lost my will to live halfway through and I think it shows...
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Sometimes when people point out the virtues of others, I get a little insecure and feel as though it highlights my own shortcomings.
For the past several years, I’ve been grappling with the private difficulty presented by it.
For example, I’m listening to the radio and the DJ describes a guest as ‘deeply complex’, or ‘very funny’. It prompts me to question myself.
For most...
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dhyani:
Good blog, @heatherisaboynow. You seemed to be deeply contemplating your challenges. Remember, the other half of the battle is to find your weaknesses and learn to bypass, overcome, or transcend them. You’re doing fine. Keep it up. 🤗💗
heatherisaboynow:
Thank you @dhyani
I used to be a gaming addict, I played when I woke up til I went to bed. In 2013 that changed, my biggest fear was my life would become defined by these daft games, I thought when people thought of me they’d see only some kind of role within it, but that’s so scary because it means you’re no longer seen as a human...
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dhyani:
And gaming enabled you to gain this perspective! 💗
Asked for advice on marrying my bed, they said I should sleep on it.
dhyani:
🥁 Ba-dum tissss! 😄
Corinne: I think secretly you’re very determined, the way you fought for everything... and it takes courage to do that. I think you’re a survivor.
Jacquard: {nonchalantly} I must be determined, I must be these things you say, I must be a survivor. But sometimes I’m not so sure.
Corinne: what makes you say that?
Jacquard: because if I wasn’t a survivor, then that must...
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