There is something in the way, something blocking my view. When I try to explain my feelings, I’ve lost all insight. I can find no words that truly expresses the essence of what it is I’m experiencing. All I can convey is what it looks like; what it appears to be on the surface, I can’t go any deeper than that.
It bothers me because I need to get this stuff out. I need to write about it. I need to talk about it. I can’t go on like this, not being able to articulate my mind.
I’ve always needed to communicate my feelings because they’re so different to other’s. I don’t see the world through the same eyes as anyone else, I need to show people what’s going on.