Saturday Jan 01, 2005

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Work monday morning, 7:00am.. weeeeeee finally work, the job all kid want growing up.... Game tester, ahh
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punkrockdds:
thats right ya spanky ass bitch . git yo ass to work so you can come buy a jack and coke from me biggrin biggrin
punkrockdds:
thanx biatch!!

Wednesday Dec 22, 2004

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Well it's off to mommy's house I go I go. Merry holidays and happy trails may it bring tons of alcohol-induced happiness. The best of times to all!!!!!!!!
hazelscum134:
note to self, go but yourself something now!! Big n neat like, it's gotta be loud and chrome but I wont be disapointed if it's black though. Ahh that should be nice....
hazelscum134:
oink oink

Tuesday Dec 21, 2004

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12/21/2004 3:10:21 PM
Well no snow on the ground yet, butt fuck it's cold. So my life has been a bucket of miss-matched bullshit lately
Nothing fitting together with anything.
Over the past while (3monthsorso) my life on the outside of this computer has been a trip. Aliya and I tried to fix shit for umpteen millionth time, I decided that wasn't good for...
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winodork666:
HAHA, and you thought you finally made a decision. But , Have you ? It once again comes down to what is it that you really want. Isn't it funny how hard it is to know what you rwant. But, I guess that that is progress. As long as we hurtle forward at "high" rates of speed, we will be okay.
But booze, women money, power, what will get you more, can you ever really know?
But at least the decisions that you have to make are more win, win, then die, die, so ho knows, maybe in the end it will all actually work out,
well until then see you in hell fucker

Friday Dec 10, 2004

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wow, the same day as the last post. more bullshit!!!! damn I hate you Pun!!!!!! I hope your friends know what pain will come if they ever contact me again, priceless memories of hate. you suck!!
lillithvain:
I hadn't heard from you in a while so I thought I would stop by for a quick hello, and to see how your doing. kiss

Hope things get better!

Thursday Dec 09, 2004

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one day i finally figured out what was wrong with my lfe
it was you

you drive me crazy
you make mad as fcuck
i cant stand you

that hate that you make, me feel
it drives me crazy, makes me want to kill
don't be that ulgy, bitch down the street
your much better than that
i don't beleave you i bleave you anymore...
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Thursday Dec 09, 2004

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Damn, another muther fucker killed over some bullshit. What did Dimebag fuck his wife last time thru your shit hole town. Have you been rasing a baby, that looks like him muther fucker. Dimebag was a god with a six string for a staff, an amazing preformer. Lots of memories, pain and bruises, blood and sweat, staring out of the pit up at Dimebag wasted...
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Tuesday Nov 30, 2004

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Sat around and played with photoshop today, the rains have begun again. Ahh, winter time again.... rain, snow, dark beer, whiskey and plenty of xmas bullshit to handle.
winodork666:
well, it is good to see that you are thinking, Good to see there is a mind beneath the booze, the yelling, and all that other shit.
The joys of our age, the feeling that the whole world is going to explode at any moment, and yet we still know that that never fucking happens.
But I would state your ideas in a much different context. It is not a matter of figuring out what you should be doing or where and who you should do it with.

It is more about realizing that who you are and who you want to be are not the same thing.

Moving, school a new girlfreind are only asthetic things that will never accomplish your real goal, to be something more then who you are. You can not run from yourself, believe me, I have tried, why else do you think I am sitting alone in this room right now.

I may have lost you already, but its funny, when I type you hear what I think, which are things that I rarely say.

So Dr. Sam says " embrace the pain, fuck your freinds and fuck your lovers. Do what ever it takes, regardless. ingore the past, if it was so great we wouldn't be here today and don't let them tell you otherwise."
hazelscum134:
THanks bro, I needed that. It is odd, how much eaier it is to type a feeling and post it rather than formulate a sentence in words that is gonna actually get your point across. I got another friend today. a texan girl. I also just got home from spreading the word of @cme somemore, I've also started writing scum. figured it was apropriate. 1 more @cme Scumbag, saying haha and fuck you yA jew. take care and poke your roomie a couple of times for me. eeek

Wednesday Nov 24, 2004

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Another great day... damn I'm writing again. S o my lifes gotten a little confusing, I've been sitting around waiting till my shoulder healed to do anything. Well now my shoulder is well enough to work, so the claim is about to close. Now everything is up in the air, do I A. start working again and join that train of people doing the same...
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Saturday Nov 13, 2004

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Up late again, ambient nothings in my ears beautiful ladies in my eyes. Found a picture from the stranger of my drunk of the week. Shows my best side.... Last night I gotta to see Subtle, yet another bad ass show! Talked to dose one(adam) and gave hime a copy of a short film that i used of of their songs in. I'm stoked he...
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hazelscum134:
Well another great night in Seattle.... ahhh brains shutting down. goodnight to all of sg land. going back to the ham for a few days..how knows what it will bring.
mad
hazelscum134:
"who" knows what not how you lazy fingered bastard