if i died tonite the note would read:
"all is full of love."
"all is full of love."
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i am a happy eve now.
just got an email (via sg) from this girl who went to my school last year who i had a super huge crush on.
must write back to her soon.
can't get over how rad that is.
just got an email (via sg) from this girl who went to my school last year who i had a super huge crush on.
must write back to her soon.
can't get over how rad that is.
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mistersatan:
I just want to hump Amy Sedaris- she's hawt! And you know she'd be all talking like Jerri Blank during sex. 
desidia:
write me a journal entry.
because you're good at writing.
and i'm buying you pizza.
and I think you stole that sexual position from me, unconsciously perhaps, but its okay because I'm not using it anyway.
I found one better.
because you're good at writing.
and i'm buying you pizza.
and I think you stole that sexual position from me, unconsciously perhaps, but its okay because I'm not using it anyway.
I found one better.
bah. i hate it when i write stupid poem-y journal entries late at night. no mas!
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seanbaby:
There are a few things I like less than poetry, but all of them require my balls to be dissolved by ball-eating acid. I do like it when old white people rap in commercials and movies, though.
demigauge:
what's no mas?
half awake. half aware. a little more adventurous or maybe judgement impaired when the sun's about to rise. doubts? copious. apprehension? no doubt. fear of rejection, of loss? yup, got that too. call me when my lungs start to bleed.
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psmith:
you need to smoke in bed
nala:
phone call to Miss Eve:
Your lungs are bleeding
Your lungs are bleeding
i think my new favorite word is 'gynoid'.
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and it's really irritating me that i can't sign on to aim. even though i should be doing homework type stuff right now.
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and it's really irritating me that i can't sign on to aim. even though i should be doing homework type stuff right now.
today my mom and my sister came to visit and bring me stuff i left at their house when i went to new york. my sister spent several hours trying to fix my computer (which she sort of did), and my mother spent several hours cleaning my room and going through my stuff (including but not limited to the vibrator my friend got me for...
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webspider:
ahhhhhhhhhh wheres my god damb
uuuhhh!!!!
uuuhhh!!!!
tryptamine_____:
i would say the same, but my mom sent me a christmas card with the virgin mary and "the gospel according to paul" on it. oh, don't i wish she were being ironic. 
this is how high class i am:
i haven't worn pants all day. tonite i alternated between watching hans play final fantasy and watching star trek. i drank a pint of pbr with a straw, hoping that since i haven't eaten anything yet today, if i drank it fast enough i might get a buzz.
i'm so fucking high class.
i haven't worn pants all day. tonite i alternated between watching hans play final fantasy and watching star trek. i drank a pint of pbr with a straw, hoping that since i haven't eaten anything yet today, if i drank it fast enough i might get a buzz.
i'm so fucking high class.
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dreammaker:
I am so proud of your pantlessness!! 
I must admit that Iam unfortunately currently wearing pants, but I brought my kilt up to Vancouver for my oldest buddy's B-Day hot tub party. Soon I will be pantless again!!
P.S. you are so fuckin' high class, baby
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I must admit that Iam unfortunately currently wearing pants, but I brought my kilt up to Vancouver for my oldest buddy's B-Day hot tub party. Soon I will be pantless again!!
P.S. you are so fuckin' high class, baby
[Edited on Jan 25, 2003]
prudence:
of course he's depressed and tragic! he's gothy mcgothington! he'd be completely out of character if he wasn't!
i do know what you mean, though.
it's too bad that suicideboys can't get free accounts. as it is, they're pretty much paying to be suicide boys. i'm actually suprised spooky's not making them pay extra!
congrats on your day of no-pants core!
i do know what you mean, though.
it's too bad that suicideboys can't get free accounts. as it is, they're pretty much paying to be suicide boys. i'm actually suprised spooky's not making them pay extra!
congrats on your day of no-pants core!
hoping and trying as hard as i can to get my ass out of this goddamn hippie school and into portland, and bringing the few i love here with me.
wish me luck! and give me suggestions. it's looking like psu is the way to go (possibly in combination with pcc). this is the first night we've actively persued this idea, though jason and i...
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wish me luck! and give me suggestions. it's looking like psu is the way to go (possibly in combination with pcc). this is the first night we've actively persued this idea, though jason and i...
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seanbaby:
I hope you move down here. But don't even worry about school. I figure with all the drinking we'll do, you won't make it to any classes anyway.
murkling:
You should go and study photography at DOGBOX U.
waiting for the nyquil to kick in...
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chicoboprincess:
i'm joining you on your nyquil adventures but this time it is thursday not tuesday, you got me sick from so far away.
that's why you is a crafty girl.
Yeah "bloomed like a flower" is kinkier than it sounds..mrah!
that's why you is a crafty girl.
Yeah "bloomed like a flower" is kinkier than it sounds..mrah!
faerieboi:
nyquil is the yum.
just writing for no particular reason.
i'm really tired, can't remember what i wanted to say.
saturday night was lots of fun, stewd and arik's b-day party, sg slumber party. drank way too much.
thinking tonite (this morning, i suppose now) about emailing a friend i haven't talked to in quite some time. we had sort of a falling out when i left to go...
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i'm really tired, can't remember what i wanted to say.
saturday night was lots of fun, stewd and arik's b-day party, sg slumber party. drank way too much.
thinking tonite (this morning, i suppose now) about emailing a friend i haven't talked to in quite some time. we had sort of a falling out when i left to go...
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soraya:
hey eve. thought i'd check in on you and see how you've been. you were so nice to me when i first hopped onto the site. thanks for the very warm welcome awhile ago.
personally, i think that if you want to contact him, that's perfectly fine and not selfish, it sounds like you have genuine reasons and feelings about wanting to try to have some sort of equal friendship. but if he tells you to fuck off, then don't be hurt about it, since it sounds like you pretty much have considered that option anyways, and you understand why he may still be hurt, and know that he has reason to still be hurt and not ready to develop a friendship. and that's when you do apologize and then fuck off. hey, it wouldn't be any worse than it is now for trying since you guys aren't talking anyways, right.
oh, well, that's my two cents. i've been in this situation many times before. luckily i've been able to maintain friendships with a number of exes, but we both took the time we needed at first in order to heal, and then one of us did make the first move to intitiate the friendship. good luck with it all.
hang in there cutie.
personally, i think that if you want to contact him, that's perfectly fine and not selfish, it sounds like you have genuine reasons and feelings about wanting to try to have some sort of equal friendship. but if he tells you to fuck off, then don't be hurt about it, since it sounds like you pretty much have considered that option anyways, and you understand why he may still be hurt, and know that he has reason to still be hurt and not ready to develop a friendship. and that's when you do apologize and then fuck off. hey, it wouldn't be any worse than it is now for trying since you guys aren't talking anyways, right.
oh, well, that's my two cents. i've been in this situation many times before. luckily i've been able to maintain friendships with a number of exes, but we both took the time we needed at first in order to heal, and then one of us did make the first move to intitiate the friendship. good luck with it all.
hang in there cutie.
trinityy:
that shist happened with me, hurt my best friend bad b/c he feel for me and tried for three years to get with me and i wouldn't let it happene and then i did some stupid shit and in the end him and i got in a huge fight and i cut him off but we gave it awhile and we cooled down and shit is better then it has ever been! i wish you the best of luck!
time for a new journal entry.
why?
because i'm getting closer to notdepressed.
last night's sgseattle event was lots of fun. it was great to see those kids again, and our one new person was pretty cool too.
i don't think i've ever seen that much junk in one night, except for porno and stuff.
and i'm excited to go back to portland for parties...
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why?
because i'm getting closer to notdepressed.
last night's sgseattle event was lots of fun. it was great to see those kids again, and our one new person was pretty cool too.
i don't think i've ever seen that much junk in one night, except for porno and stuff.
and i'm excited to go back to portland for parties...
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grahf:
Wow, only 50? That redefines underground, that's positively subterranean. I especially want to hear "The Angel, the Asprin, and the Kleenex" now since I've been trying to imagine the tune for literally months now. I'll be more than happy to support this guy. I don't know of any way to introduce him to a majorly larger audience unfortunately, but I can at least buy his stuff and tell my friends if it's good, which I'm assuming it will be.
dreammaker:
You, my dear, rock my socks. You are still my favourite urethrafish and I forgive you for not bringing my stuff to Stewd's party as long as it means we all get to hang out again real soon so I can get it.
burning bridges and burning souls.
she's miles and miles away
headaches don't last but they keep coming back.
and she's so many miles away.
reaquainted with hopelessness
the unwelcome visitor
tormentor.
she's so very far away.
i hate poetry.
please step back as my soulmate and i shoot ourselves in the face after a sleepover.
she's miles and miles away
headaches don't last but they keep coming back.
and she's so many miles away.
reaquainted with hopelessness
the unwelcome visitor
tormentor.
she's so very far away.
i hate poetry.
please step back as my soulmate and i shoot ourselves in the face after a sleepover.
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nala:
LIKE YOUR ENTRY
yes, lets do that Sat. night, it'll be fun!
yes, lets do that Sat. night, it'll be fun!
webspider:
scroll down, to clicks to eve. i feel warm tonight
being that ripe tomato i am
being that ripe tomato i am
As for what video games I like... I'm all about the fighting games. Mortal Kombat: Deadly Alliance hasn't left my PS2 since it came out.