hansel

I'm off to Vegas. My kazoo will be my guide. Thanks to all the hedonistic well wishers, preemptive apology makers and inheritors of future fortunes. I'll take care of all the silver faces you've trusted me with. We rank and file try.

The big post is still on the way. Here's some stop-gap confessionalism to help me along..

I can't shake it. Showers won't wash it off. Whiskey won't burn it away. I'm stuck right where I am. Running in place. I can hear the voices of people around me, they're like echoes and they move farther away. Contract. Expand. Contract. Desist.

I'm guilty. Today has been...
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Something big is coming within the next few days.

Click Here and Please do it: *cough* I don't want to be a consumer whore sucker alone.

i know you don't really
want to stay here
but i'll somehow forget your name
everybody says that they
care about me
well, who am I to say?
i'm kinda stuck here
i don't know anything

I know you really want to
get out of this place
but don't you think it's
me who brings you down

you can pack your bags
and take the...
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Fuck. Just plain Fuck.

Kerry on my wayward son.

Kerry on my wayward son.

Going out tonight for a slick halloween party. I'm a total fucking cowboy tonight. The TV on the Radio single New Health Rock is currently kicking my ass. Drop it like it's hot.

I feel hopeful today.

Living Incrementally.

cos i'm all over it

Every argument Ive made in my verve has been tenuous, at best. Todays reminders: Im diminutive, indifferent and ultimately a self-centered and lethargic dupe. Its going to take about another mile walking a line between narcissism and self-doubt before I get anywhere of use to the people I love. Im wearing the hood over my head today to keep the...
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