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update on what happened on valentines.....

so my girl didn't want me to come up to see her. i haven't really spoken to her since. i'm thinking about cutting all ties........
i don't know if i'm over reacting, but it was valentines day. She didn't want me up there for some reason and she bailed on me at the last minute. This isn't the first...
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padre:
She might not be cheating but she does sound like you guys need to reassess your relationship. She might not be as serious as you think she is.

padre:
Oh I'm drama too man, just nothing but woes. Financial woes even mad

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my valentine doesn't want me to come see her.... she said she has plans and needs to clean(she didn't have plans when we decided i was coming up).... i don't deserve that.....frown


i'm pretty down

so anyone else want me?
smythe:
Yeah...I'm kinda in the same boat. First it was, "hey, I have to work." Then last night, "I've got saturday off now, lets plan to do something fun." Today, as we are driving off to do something exciting, work calls and my valentine leaves me...nice.
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avoiding writing another blog cause i'm still busy and tomorrow i'm going to nyc. why am i going to nyc to visit? my birthday is saturday and my girlfriend lives in brooklyn. so yeah.

anyway, i can't wait till june when i move. i will finally be in the same city as her again.
otter:
What is that saying?
"Absence makes the heart grow fonder?"
(Or, is it distance? Either way...)
confused whatever
niobe:
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i've been busy lately, it has made me super tired. i don't have much to say right now, cause i can't really think. i've been working like crazy at work and with my life. i'm aiming to move to NYC around june. i'll write a blog when brain functions correctly and my energy comes back. cause some stuff did happen. ex i was in a...
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theanthonyhall:
Whoa. Car wrecks are no bueno. I hope everyone is ok?
toxic:
Thank you for the sweet blog comment hun, t's great to hear advice from someone with a simular experince I'll try to remain strong and thank you for your caring words smile Have a wonderful weekend!
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happy new year????


i fell asleep last night at 11 on nye. frown i had no plans to go out, cause work/side project has been draining it out of me lately. Still doesn't make me feel like any less of a loser. At least i feel asleep and wasn't watching rocking new years alone at 12. i'm just bummed but i would have been mega depressed...
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padre:
You got 11 hours, I got 2 ha ha frown
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For some reason i don't feel the need to frag something after today..... hehehe...

Most positive i've been in a long long long long long time. I hope this faith in others continues....
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padre:
I do sort of owe him the benefit of approaching him & asking him to narrow down that phone call shit

So how are you man?
flashmo:
Happy Holidays Hallk.
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This is just my opinion. I am not assoc with any organized religion....


i saw Religulous last night, the Bill Marr movie. I thought it could have been done better. i was really let down. It was not as smart/good as something like the documentary Jesus Camp. There also seemed to be too much focus on Christianity and not enough on the other major religions...
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bob:
See? The game really does have something for everyone! biggrin
flashmo:
Thanks for the heads up. When it was first released, I read a very good review of it, I would rather pay $1 than $7 to see it if it may be marginal.
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i somehow lost a kick ass blog about how i have given up on art. How i am making excuses cause i'm scared. How i'm playing too many video games to shelter me from what i could do. How rich kids made it into grad schools that don't deserve it and how my views have changed on gallery art. I hate high art now, it...
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I've been busy lately with trying to get my life back on track. i'm getting rid of most of my belongings, so i can be mobile again. I've got 5 years of art supplies, tech/gadgets, 1000 records, music equipment, skate decks, and vinyl toys i have to get rid of. It is weird editing my life. I'm scared of losing something by getting rid of...
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moxy:
i guess you can feel better knowing women arent always so different from men.

i mean seriously...maybe its just im screwed in the brain pan and more men can relate to my blogs?
lol....
i should keep up my brootalness cos people seem to like it. hm i donno. i did this once before and got ridiculed.
it could end badly. we'll seetongue
it comes on in spurts anyways.

XO
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i have this strange feelings my life is about to come back together. i don't know why, but i have sensed this before when something good happened. Hopefully i can get a job and get back to a city soon. I need a girlfriend. i am lonely. (a joking non emo way).

better blog later tonight...
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flashmo:
Interesting new profile pic.
moxy:
is that a bad thing?
atleast you laughed...or smiled evensmile

Xo
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MUSIC VOID

i've realized i haven't been playing music since june. It is funny, because i've been really depressed in the last 4 months. I've been at my mom's, so i haven't been playing anything. I still feel weird playing music with my mom around. I have an ipod but i dont use it.

Well things got bad about a week ago, real bad, and...
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frolic:
Thanks so much for the love on Sepulcher biggrin
padre:
It is a pain, and the month only got weirder after this...