I got a call at 5:54 in the afternoon.
telling me my little girl will never get the chance to bloom.
pneumonia set in way too deep.
so when she closed her gentle eyes she took the final sleep.
I began to weep, tears pouring out my eyes.
i couldnt say a word i felt so hypnotized.
I felt so alone with losing both you and your brother.
the only person who could feel worse was your mother.
me and her both were just mearly 16.
living states apart, surviving off a dream.
a dream to be together with our angels everyday.
but that dream was quickly taken away, fade to grey.
again we had to pay for the horrid greed of others.
the shocking fact is all those people called me little brother.
I thought we were family but turns out not.
the gaping hole in my chest was left just to rot.
they held their own needs above our own.
when my only goal was to create a stronger home.
a place to take my babies and be a good dad.
but those selfish little girls took everything I had.
take a big breathe, let it all out.
dont stop the tears, scream and shout.
press your hands together and pray to get through.
hoping god will bring them back to you.
lets go back in time to christmas day.
my phone started ringing and my face turned grey.
I answered the phone as my chest tightened up.
i heard sobbing on the other line and almost threw up.
Then came the words that haunt me still to this day.
im so sorry baby they couldnt find a way.
aiden stopped breathing and they couldnt bring him back.
all his organs failed. now I start to fade to black.
my little baby boy ripped right from my soul.
i plunged into a darkness no one could control.
I became suicidal, thought to take my own life.
but what about the girl who planned to be my wife.
I couldnt leave her all alone in her time of need.
so I had to suck it up, i'll wait to bleed.
instead I got your names tattooed in my skin.
aiden and amelia we'll meet again.
take a big breathe, let it all out.
dont stop the tears, scream and shout.
press your hands together and pray to get through.
hoping god will bring them back to you.
telling me my little girl will never get the chance to bloom.
pneumonia set in way too deep.
so when she closed her gentle eyes she took the final sleep.
I began to weep, tears pouring out my eyes.
i couldnt say a word i felt so hypnotized.
I felt so alone with losing both you and your brother.
the only person who could feel worse was your mother.
me and her both were just mearly 16.
living states apart, surviving off a dream.
a dream to be together with our angels everyday.
but that dream was quickly taken away, fade to grey.
again we had to pay for the horrid greed of others.
the shocking fact is all those people called me little brother.
I thought we were family but turns out not.
the gaping hole in my chest was left just to rot.
they held their own needs above our own.
when my only goal was to create a stronger home.
a place to take my babies and be a good dad.
but those selfish little girls took everything I had.
take a big breathe, let it all out.
dont stop the tears, scream and shout.
press your hands together and pray to get through.
hoping god will bring them back to you.
lets go back in time to christmas day.
my phone started ringing and my face turned grey.
I answered the phone as my chest tightened up.
i heard sobbing on the other line and almost threw up.
Then came the words that haunt me still to this day.
im so sorry baby they couldnt find a way.
aiden stopped breathing and they couldnt bring him back.
all his organs failed. now I start to fade to black.
my little baby boy ripped right from my soul.
i plunged into a darkness no one could control.
I became suicidal, thought to take my own life.
but what about the girl who planned to be my wife.
I couldnt leave her all alone in her time of need.
so I had to suck it up, i'll wait to bleed.
instead I got your names tattooed in my skin.
aiden and amelia we'll meet again.
take a big breathe, let it all out.
dont stop the tears, scream and shout.
press your hands together and pray to get through.
hoping god will bring them back to you.