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Well my membership expires next week. I've had a blast getting to know everyone, but I don't have the funds to keep the membership going. I'd like to thank everyone who has helped me here on SG. Without the support of a lot of you I would have crumbled a while ago. Hopefully in the future i'll be able to restart my account. I've had...
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velvetfaerie:
Take care you!!!
I'm not on FB lol.....

***hug****
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joshof13thfloor:
That sucks, dude. I hope your father-in-law gets to feeling better as soon as possible.
joshof13thfloor:
Have you actually checked out what the new site will be like yet? puke
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I finally came up with a new poem. Let me know what you think about it. It's called Harlequin.

Breathing in the venom, feeding on the pain.
Fear sinks within now there's nothing left to gain.
open wounds left bleeding next to all these scars.
Left behind just to let us know what we are.

Monsters pieced together from fragments decayed.
A nightmares creation from...
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joshof13thfloor:
I'll be perfectly honest, I'm not big on poetry, never have been. But, that being said, that's pretty groovy. Seriously. Cool stuff.
joshof13thfloor:
No problem, man.

Things have been okay, just the same ol', same ol'. Work, work, work, and not nearly enough play. How have things been your way?
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So this past week i've pretty much done nothing but stay at my sister's house and smoke copious amounts of weed the whole time. It has definitely helped out with my mood. While I was there we all went to our friend's house and ended up making hash krispies. Our friend had a party the night before and someone gave him some hash butter to...
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velvetfaerie:
Creative is good.
If I had my piano here I'd be rocking it.
I am drinking whisky and playing loud tunes.
People piss me off. Those people who hurt me unecessarily also piss me off.
I wish we could have a beer.
It is 7.00pm here and i bet it is around 7am there...

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Here in nashville it is 8pm and i'm drunk off my ass on tequila. i've probably finished half a bottle by myself because i'm tired of being on the edge of tears. If someone looked up the definition of a dysfunctional family a picture of mine would probably be right next to it. I'm tired of feeling like a piece of shit because there is...
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velvetfaerie:
You're a good man. One that's putting up with a lot and doing ok.
I sympathize.
joshof13thfloor:
Strength, my brother. I know this may sound somewhat condescending (but it's not meant that way), but you're a young man, and life can get better. My family was a fucked up train wreck (still is, my brother is in jail right now for assaulting my mother), and I barely got out of it alive, but I did, and I went on to have more than I probably deserve, and you can too. You seem like good people, fuck the shit talkers, living well is the best revenge. I'm around if you ever need to talk man, you're not alone. [[[HUG...in a totally non-prison kind of way]]]
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Since it's been so hot the past few days i've been wearing nothing but sleeveless shirts anytime I leave the house. So far everywhere I go i've had people lose their minds because of my Pikachu tattoo and it has made me smile a lot.

I must say it's one of my favorite tattoos that i've gotten simply for the fact i've talked to a...
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velvetfaerie:
Congrats and well done re the smokes.... That's great,,,,

**sigh** people suck ass....

But.... cute ladies cuddling little piggies = win !
velvetfaerie:
Thanks. I am dragging myself through.
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It's been a bit since my last update, but not much has changed around here. The weather is killing me with this heat though. 90 has been the low for the past 2 weeks and it has left me drained. All I want to do is sleep lately because it has been so hot. I don't have much to add so I thought i'd share...
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kittywu:
Cheer up! there are terrible and nasty people who dont give a fuck about someone elses feelings, but somehow there are a special group of people who really deserve a chance to be parto of your life.
Ive been there, feeling extremely painf and confusin, but hang on, it is, luckily, just a phase. Hope you can feel better very soon.
At least you know you are feeling something, there are people who are just plain cold frown
Have a great week and thanks a lot for showing some love on y first set biggrin thank you.
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So far so good biggrin I've been a couple of days without a single cigarette and I feel good. I know my lungs are thanking me bunches. I've been pretty busy here lately with taking care of things around the house. The weather has been hectic the past few weeks so i've been slipping on the lawn care recently whatever I tried growing out my hair again,...
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joshof13thfloor:
Things are okay, thanks. just trying to get through this damn move alive, lol. We've gotta be out of the place we're living in now by this weekend, and I have serious doubts that we're going to make it.
helly:
Nice pic man! Also congrats on the no cigs! That would be hard as for me!
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Well after 10 years i'm finally quitting smoking. I first started smoking when I was 9 but didn't fully smoke until I was 11. I got up to smoking 2 1/2 packs a day, but since I started cutting back a few days ago i'm down to half a pack a day already. Hopefully by next week i'll be fully done smoking. I've been using...
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saria:
Thank you for the support on my new set!
helly:
Hope you are doing well with it! I imagine it is really hard (why I havent stopped yet) , dancers are pretty inspiring. For sure.
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ata:
Thanks for the congrats smile
Hope youve been well x
joshof13thfloor:
You know I will, man. I would appreciate the support.
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I've been pretty weird the past few days. Last night I watched hours of wedding proposals and people reacting to people telling them they are going to have a baby on youtube. I don't even know why I did, but seriously I spent around 12 hours watching that shit. There were even quite a few that made me tear up. I dwear I must be...
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joshof13thfloor:
LOL, that was awesome. My sense of humor is so fucking 13 years old and suffers from a serious head injury.

My point was/is, when you go to the TN Ren Fest you gotta get one of the big ass Turkey legs, it's like a tradition, especially it being your first time. Few things make you feel more a man than being surrounded by weapons, hot chicks (which abound there), and munching on a huge chunk o' meat. HUZZAH!
joshof13thfloor:
Thank you, sir. I do my best.

The Hello Kitty hat pic seems to be rather popular, especially with female friends. I was talking to a young lady I know on another site where I have it posted as my profile pic. She was busy telling me how much she loved it. I said yeah, it's funny, but it'll never get me laid. Her reply? I wouldn't be so sure of that, handsome.eeekLOLwink
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I haven't updated my blog in a bit because I haven't had much happen lately. Still nothing much has happened but thought I should still at least share some of the music i've found awesome lately.

The Bunny The Bear biggrin




scott matthew



G-DRAGON love



BIGBANG



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velvetfaerie:
Thank you !
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velvetfaerie:
Hey yeh I'm ok.
Hope you are well. Later I'm going to play those music vids you've posted.
Music rocks.smile