im drunk and food is on the way........YAY!!
now if someone would just love me....tonight would rule!!!
now if someone would just love me....tonight would rule!!!
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I have found a cure for today's bout of sadness.....
Mutha Fucking Journey!!!!!
On a whim....I threw on some Journey cuz I was feeling a lil down....I am now jumping around my room like an idiot.
Its great.....who needs meds when you can just Dont' stop believin
Jk I am still getting my meds but this feels good!!!
Mutha Fucking Journey!!!!!
On a whim....I threw on some Journey cuz I was feeling a lil down....I am now jumping around my room like an idiot.
Its great.....who needs meds when you can just Dont' stop believin
Jk I am still getting my meds but this feels good!!!
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eyesofatragedy:
i love Journey!! and now i coooooome to you.. with ooooooopen arms.. nothing to hide... believe what i saaay!!!
aegies:
you don't know what you're putting me threw.
I took this from my offline journal...
Sunday July 24th 8:13pm
I really hate my emotions.....For all intensive purposes I should be feeling up today. I had a great night with an awesome friend but instead of feeling cheerful I feel empty.
Today I did what everyone says you should do to battle depression....I went to the bookstore and read, I took a walk, I...
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Sunday July 24th 8:13pm
I really hate my emotions.....For all intensive purposes I should be feeling up today. I had a great night with an awesome friend but instead of feeling cheerful I feel empty.
Today I did what everyone says you should do to battle depression....I went to the bookstore and read, I took a walk, I...
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josephene:
You've got mail, back... 
eyesofatragedy:
*sends lots of love your direction*
ive got lots to give, and no one to give it to either.. ive just been giving my dog lots of kisses
see.. even david hasslehoff loves doggies!!
ive got lots to give, and no one to give it to either.. ive just been giving my dog lots of kisses
see.. even david hasslehoff loves doggies!!
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Nothing new to report today.....
I am doing laundry and listening to some Journey
rock that!
I am doing laundry and listening to some Journey
rock that!
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josephene:
just checking in to see how you're doing honey...
demonesskage:
Thank you very much for your comment. ASIDE from that, things were/are going well enough. When JustSayFaux gets back from NYC we should all hang out.
On Saturday..... I took a trip to the ocean......it was beautiful
On Wednesday.......... I have my first appointment with a Therapist.
On the First of August.........I move in to my new place
On the 18th of August.........I have my first visit with my Psychiatrist .
Today..........I still miss her
On Wednesday.......... I have my first appointment with a Therapist.
On the First of August.........I move in to my new place
On the 18th of August.........I have my first visit with my Psychiatrist .
Today..........I still miss her
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zagan:
Hello Sweetheart, therapy isn't that bad! This isn't your first time is it? It helps a whole lot more than just avoiding the issues, that usually just ends me, anyway, with my nose in a bag or my mouth on a bottle of Jack. I hope that It works out for you hun, I have to see my Psychiatrist every month and my shrink every week, It gets quite repititious, but It helps.
josephene:
*hugs* just...*hugs*
Well it's tuesday....It's been 3 days since I have had a drink....Not that I havent wanted one really bad...I just don't want to make things worse for me.
I have tried so hard to find a Dr to see me but no luck thus far.....
I do have one that is supposed to call me tomorrow and ask me questions . From those questions she...
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I have tried so hard to find a Dr to see me but no luck thus far.....
I do have one that is supposed to call me tomorrow and ask me questions . From those questions she...
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elicit77:
Hang in there bro. It'll get better. Maybe you need to make music again to take your mind off things?
Hang in there bro. It'll get better. Maybe you need to make music again to take your mind off things?
munke:
I feel your pain... nothing worse then repeatedly banging your head on the wall, and hoping that "next time" something will give... like the wall... instead of your forehead.
It shouldn't be too hard to get onto some sort of medication... an hour's consultation/Dr. visit will basically be enough to get a script...
not sure if you've had em before, but watch for any bad side-effects... hopefully your doctor will prescribe like a 30 day supply, get you back into the office to discuss how they're going... make any changes/dosage adjustments... then off again into the wonderfully WIDE world we live in.
If you need anyone to talk to, shoot me an e-mail... i've been there, done that... and am thankfully still treading water these days... and yeah... major lifestyle adjustment WAS required... but so far it's been a good trade-off.
I feel your pain... nothing worse then repeatedly banging your head on the wall, and hoping that "next time" something will give... like the wall... instead of your forehead.
It shouldn't be too hard to get onto some sort of medication... an hour's consultation/Dr. visit will basically be enough to get a script...
not sure if you've had em before, but watch for any bad side-effects... hopefully your doctor will prescribe like a 30 day supply, get you back into the office to discuss how they're going... make any changes/dosage adjustments... then off again into the wonderfully WIDE world we live in.
If you need anyone to talk to, shoot me an e-mail... i've been there, done that... and am thankfully still treading water these days... and yeah... major lifestyle adjustment WAS required... but so far it's been a good trade-off.
Well ..........last night I hit rock bottom.
I have been so fucked up in the head lately and nothing I did seem to change anything.
I was so tired of dealing with the pain and just wanted it to go away. So last night I attempted the most selfish thing a person could do.....I got as hammered as I possibly could and took a bunch...
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I have been so fucked up in the head lately and nothing I did seem to change anything.
I was so tired of dealing with the pain and just wanted it to go away. So last night I attempted the most selfish thing a person could do.....I got as hammered as I possibly could and took a bunch...
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roccafella:
What kind of meds?
If its only anti-depressants I get plenty of Lexapro(its the new Zoloft, less side effects)
Let me know.
From my experiences half of it is the meds(we all need help) and the other half is deciding to pull yer head out and convince yourself that your better than this
If its only anti-depressants I get plenty of Lexapro(its the new Zoloft, less side effects)
Let me know.
From my experiences half of it is the meds(we all need help) and the other half is deciding to pull yer head out and convince yourself that your better than this
josephene:
*GREAT BIG HUGS*
take care of yourself...i am so happy you're at a turning point. One step at a time, honey.
take care of yourself...i am so happy you're at a turning point. One step at a time, honey.
I just want to not feel tonight..............
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justsayfaux:
dude, not cool. whats up?
chimay:
How can you not want to feel when you have a KICKASS Pabst t-shirt?
Last night I was expecting a call.....so I set my phone by me in my bed and laid down to watch tv.
Well I guess I was more tired than I thought cuz that was like at 10:30pm and I woke up @ 3:45am to see that I had a missed call from 1:30 am
Well I figured I should try to go back to...
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Well I guess I was more tired than I thought cuz that was like at 10:30pm and I woke up @ 3:45am to see that I had a missed call from 1:30 am
Well I figured I should try to go back to...
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the_minx:
Sorry
the_minx:
so that's why you signed off without saying goodbye?
Man, I just skeezed myself out.
xxx